Superwoman

Just be true to who you are~

2012-01-31T18:33:00.007+08:00

I stare at my reflection in the mirror:
"Why am I doing this to myself?"
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
(who you are [x11])

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
The more I try the less it's working, yeah
'Cause everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like WHOA!
Just go, and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
That's my home, no...

No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
Yeah yeah yeah

"Behind every girl's favorite song is an untold story."

In no way am I emo or whatsoever hahahaha i am definitely not.

This is one of my favourite song, why?

Jessie J's voice is beauuuutiful how can you not cair, how can you not have goosebumps?!

And this song have very meaningful lines....

"It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart."

and

"Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,

Just be true to who you are!"

.....

In this society, no one really says what's on their mind anymore. I came across this when i was browsing my tumblr's dashboard and cant help but say "WORD"

It's okay to be sad. It's okay to be mad. It's okay to be happy. It's okay to scream. It's okay to cry. It's okay people, it's okay... just be true to who you are. If it's not okay, then why do God create humans to have emotions?

As i am typing this, inside my head it is chanting......

"Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self. Note to self."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Because me being me, i hate it when people see me NOT smiling. I always think that I am Superwoman, always happy-go-lucky, must make me people smile, must help people, must be happy forever, yes i have this mentality since i was in Secondary One.

But this Superwoman wanna-be is actually, only human.

And you know what humans do? They get angry, insecure and all. But (again) me being me, i rarely tell anyone my problems, i keep everything to myself, i only tell a few that i trust and no one, knows everything about me. And you know what they say about people who bottle things up.....

THEY GO CRAZY, YES CRAZY HAHAHAHAHA

But like what Jessie J says, Just be true to who you are~

And i will be true to who i am~

Hehehehehehehehehehehe.

DONT THINK THAT IM SOME EMO SHIT OR WHAT OK COS IM NOT, IM STILL HAPPY43VA NURUL MARDIAH.

And happy means making the best out of everything and that's what i do, making the best out of everything.

ENAF OF ALL THIS. I NEED TO STUDY EFMA NOW.

BUT BEFORE THAT, I WANNA SHARE WITH YOU GUYS SOMETHING CUTE AND FUNNY, WRITTEN BY THE MOST INNOCENT BEINGS ON EARTH......

How can you not love kids?!

2012-01-17T12:56:00.001+08:00

“You are the answer to every prayer I’ve offered. You are a song, a dream, a whisper, and I don’t know how I could have lived without you for as long as I have.”

― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

Sick January

2012-01-16T21:10:00.003+08:00

It's our 66 month! ;)

(inside joke heheheh)

HAPPY MONTHSARY BILLY! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

I love you.

6 more months and we're gonna play and swim with dolphins ahhhhhhh excited!!!!!

See, i blogged about you!

Most manja 19-going-20 year old boy i've ever met hahahahahahhahahahahah!

Some updates. Bad start for the year. For the past two weeks, i've been sick! Wrong timing, really. Cos it's projects, ICAs and IVP week. Second IVP game against ITE tomorrow, i really hope i can play! *cross fingers I know i'm so stubborn. Hahaha.

So yesterday, my fever got worse! And it hit 39degcel! :O What to do, too hot to handle ;) HAHAHAHA! I was at home the whole day under the blanket, sleeping, resting, twisting and turning. Billy was with me for the whole of yesterday. One good thing about being sick, your boyfriend takes care of you like a princess. And yes, yesterday i was really treated like a princess. HAHAHA! He made more than 4574156 trips to the kitchen just to take water, cook doughnuts for me cos i was hungry, called Mama for me, i slept on his lap and many more haahahahaha so blessed! Missed At's birthday surprise.

Doctors today. High fever, blood test and the results were pretty bad! Some blood infection, low blood count, small red blood cells. He was explaining my condition using medical terms, i clearly don't understand any of them! Luckily, Mama was there with me :)

I just can't wait to recover!!!!! :D

Exam timetable is out! 6, 8 and 10 Feb exam, and on the 13th, attachment starts. Amanda already know her attachment company, and i'm only going to know mine on the 6th of Feb! :O I really hope it's at Westside, if not i foresee myself coming late to work everytime :/ Actually, if West also, i'll still be late, oh well, forever late! But i'm really hoping that i'll get a good company, maybe something to do with kids! Hehehehe!

Okay, gotta make a call now heheheh but before that, WAVE AND SAY HIIIIIII TO MY TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WISH US LUCK FOR TOMORROW'S GAME! WE CAN DO IT GIRLS!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥ I can't for tomorrow's Angel Mortal Exchange! ;)

NYP TOUCH FOOTBALL TEAM. BLAZE ♥

Recap 2011, Hello 2012

2012-01-07T19:31:00.012+08:00

Well, i feel it too :)

HELLO MY FRIENDS, IT IS 2012!!!!

The year everyone play play say that the world is gonna end. Hahahaha of course i don't believe in it, because i plan to get married in 7 years time hahaha no joke!

18 + 7 = 25

This was a conversation i had with Mama some time back.

Me: "Ma, i want to get married when i am 27"

Mama: "Wah so old ah? Useless already, who still want to marry you?"

So, i thought 25's a reasonable age to get married ;) You can clearly see how our parent's generation is like as compared to now, where women are more career-driven and prefers to settle down at an older age. I am no exception, i don't want to settle down BUT since Fate is in God's hand, i cannot do much about it right? Heheheheeee!

Enough about getting married hahaha (later got pimple breakout cos too much berangan)

So a new year, which means New Year Resolutions!

Get back my toned body
- Im starting to go to the gym again hehehehe
Donate money to the aunties and uncles more
- Not that i've not been donating money, THIS YEAR I MAKE SURE, i stop at every poor auntie/ uncle to donate some money
Katam AlQur'an
- Insyallah. I stopped ngaji halfway and i'll get back to it
Start praying
- I will learn how to pray :) Billy never fail to remind me to do my prayers.
Never stop to be the Superwoman i dream to be
- which is.... all smiles, say hello to strangers, talk to the elder and lonely, forgive people etc
Rest more
- Been a busy woman since i was in Secondary school till now with activities everyday and every weekend, i should stop and slack more at home, it feels good yknow ;)
Lastly, meet my friends more often!!!!!!!! :)

Hopefully, i'll be able to achieve them and may 2012 be a fun-filled and exciting year ahead for me! Like selfish eh for me only hahhaahah for you readers also la! Hehehe!

So, let me recap 2011!

I'm very grateful for the friends who stayed with me.

Especially.......

Maggie Nah Kanyanat, my bff for 12 years. No one knows me better than her. If there's one person who understands me inside out, accept me for who i am, someone i can share anything and everything with, go crazy with, laugh and shout at the top of my voice..... it is her.

"A best friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself"

Nah Kanyanat is beautiful. (because of my polaroid's flash, her face appeared too white. no justice to her near-perfect features)

Of course, there's my happy pills aka bestfriends! Omairah, the sarcastic buffalo and Sazleen the carefree bochap girl! Who would have known three girls with very different personalities can be the best of friends and click so well? I wouldn't want to lose them, ever. From going crazy dancing, to making silly videos, celebrating countdown, walk around town like a boss, head banging to Zombie when we karaoke, eat like pigs at Changi Village, overnight sleepovers..... there's obviously more. I treasure each and every moment with them.

"When you're with your best friends, everything seems a lot funnier"

Celebrated 2012 countdown with them! 2010 countdown with Om and the guys. 2011 countdown with Leen and the guys. Finally, a countdown, just the three of us :) Leen broke her shisha virginity and we were definitely the craziest bunch over there! We played Snap, Donkey and all and they had to do forfeits hahahahah dance in front of the whole crowd! And of course, they danced and i recorded it oh well ;)

Love you two tahap maksima :)

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Some important people in my life:

Helmi. The one who took care of me like his own sister :) I love it when he calls me at night and bring me out! :D Hehehe!

Haqiz. The one i can be totally silly with :) And always scold me cos i find every guy hot HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Sara and Amelia. My favourite partners on court :) We're 43vA bitching hahaha endless laughter whenever i am with them! And we've lotsa catch up to do! And all the best to the bitchiest among us three for her results on Monday!!! :*

Rafaila. My good girl gone bad. Hehehe attended my first school party with her on 060112! (you can see how sweaty we look) Luv her no matter what ;)

Suhaila. The burung kakak tua in our class! Beautiful beautiful woman. Despite that great loss, she picked herself up and still be her happy go lucky self. Only God knows how she really feels. My best buddy in class, she knows all my everyday stories and i remind of her when she was younger ;)

Amanda and Xiuhui, the two girls i never thought i'll get close with hahahah but all thanks Bodywatch Gym, i can talk about anything and everything with them ;) BWG was memorable mostly because of them! :D

Iman. The guy who always miss me heheheheheh! He's gonna get his O levels results this Monday, all the best love! :)

Taufiq and Haziq, my Sea clique!!!!! Omg us four tgt is just crazy hahahah the guys would always be embarrassed by Leen and my antics hahaha cos we forever no shame! We have the coolest handshake ever ;)

Uma, this fatty of mine!!!! She's forever so cute and innocent! :) Turns out to be my opponent! Someone i can sing with and dance with and just be my lesbian partner, more outings please Uma Fatty!

Nadiah, my used to be study buddy. We din meet often cos she's busy with A levels and im busy with a lot of stuffs. But i just want to let her know that i'll always be there for her.

Aisyah! My lunch buddy, gossip partner, boys partner, sleepovers hehehehe same horoscope baby! Always making impromptu plans, always enjoying them! :)

Blaze, my team. IVP starts next week! :) LET'S DO IT GIRLS!!!!!!!! :D Have faith in each other :)

LB. Local Bodies, Chelsea Cheryl missing! Great company every single time, endless laughter and hugs everywhere ;) Xoxo

Jasper, Khai and Nafis. My three EPM close buddies. One of the best 10 weeks in my life, either slacking in class, laughing every single second or out for our events and having a hell of a time :D EPM was the best stopover, mainly because they made it fun! Im their bahan kacau every time but hahahaha its okay, they love me ;)

Fatima. The fatty loudhailer. The most kecoh 18 year old i've ever met hahahah rugby buddy and we stalk a lot hahahahahah but she win me ah!

Highlights of 2011:

All the sports events, POL-ITE, Camps, late night car rides, sleepovers, walking on the road at 3am, stargazing, gym stopover......................... if i were to type everything out, it'll be very draggy and long, just know that 2011 was a great year for me! I made a lot of new friends and definitely did not lose any except for someone. 2011 taught me a lot. Now, i am ready for whatever that is ahead of me :) In 2011, every day i woke up wanting to make someone smile which is why sometimes...... when i am walking to Chinese Garden MRT i will say "Goodmorning uncle!!!!" or "Goodmorning Auntie!!!" HAHAHAHAH i'll always get two different reactions:

First, they just ignore.

Second, they'll just smile. (maybe they think i siao, so if i never smile, i'll harm them HAHAHA)

But usually, it's the latter :)

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So, it's only day 7 of 2012 but i already know my schedule hahahahahahahahhahah always plan one month earlier ;)

I'm starting my Industrial Placement Programme (IPP) on the 13th of Feb! My exam ends the week before, no breaks then i have to go for IPP. It's the company attachment btw :) I really hope that the company im attached to is in the West or else i'll always be late, cos i'm a professional procrastinator when it comes to waking up in the morning! :/

BUT!!!!!

AFTER exams and BEFORE IPP starts, classmates sec school mates and I are going for a short getaway!!!!! So excited for it!!!!! :D

And oh oh, something to look forward to in July!!!! SWIMMING WITH DOLPHINS!!!! :) With the best.

I realised i never blog about someone special that i met in 2011!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ala, his one can wait ah ;)

There, i blogged about him!!!!! Hehehehehe i know imma gigantic pain in your ass ;)

Goodnight everyone!

2011-12-26T02:35:00.003+08:00

Forever and always,
Billy, we'd go through the ups and downs of life,
never as an individual,
but hand in hand...............

goodnight everyone, 5 days before the new year starts,
happy holidays everyone! :)

56 things

2011-12-11T20:37:00.005+08:00

1) straight

2) Playing tricks on people cos i'll end up laughing first

3) Taylor Daniel Lautner

4) any dates that make me laugh which is every date HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

5) SKY HIGHHHH

6) Maggie Nah, bestfriend for 12 years. My happy pills, Sazleen and Omairah. Haqiz and Helmi.

7) gotta be Archie comics!

8) hahahahahahaha girls with bushy armpit hair and guys who cannot make me laugh

9) Mag, she's the most independent girl i have ever seen.

10) heheheheeee DOLPHIN

11) Nenek...... :'(

12) shit happens

13) morning faces, training, breakfast with team, work, New Years Eve movie, the eclipse, under the stars htht, project - a perfect Saturday with love

14) hmmm.... gotta be THE GLORY DAYS! 25 trophies for sec school, medals havent count yet hehehehhehe eeeee mard so action HAHAHAHA

15) ugly heart

16) three little birds - bob marley

17) hehehehehehehe yknow what it is

18) back muscles, small eyes and tanned skin! ;)

19) goldfishes, and a kitten that my uncle brought home cos he's all injured but i was a ninja jumping from sofa to sofa cos im scared of it, so.... does that count?
But i wanna have a dolphin as my pet!

20) B&J'S CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE!!!!

21) in your arms heheheeeeeeeeee so cheesy ah Mard

22) "dog"

23) jurong east block 321, NOW jurong east block 322! hahahah so cute eh move next block only :P

24) ..... if you're funny and we can talk about anything and everything in the world!

25) Graduate > travel > University/full time job > be a successful mum with a career that has got to do with kids and sports

26) "alamak, why i so dark?"

27) School and study ;)

28) HAVE A CAREER WITH KIDS AND SPORTS! Prolly set up my own business or be a teacher :)

29) hahahahahahahah too many cos i always do stupid stuffs in public!

30) my tayar on my stomach and not being good enough

31) (always dreaming day and night for this) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BE A TAI TAI, SLACK AT HOME OR TRAVEL IN LUXURY

32) He's my Billy.

33) the 8 dimples i have that comes together with my smile ;)

34) people who spit, especially those ahbengs and matreps

35) hahahahaha i've watched Ramli Sarip and 2D perform live, does that count? heheheheee

37) 4, named them already HAHAHAHAHAHA

38) hmmmm...... tough one here. But definitely somewhere not in Singapore, cos life here is too hectic

39) not boasting but hmmm.... sports! BALL-HANDLING ones to be exact (ballsss... hmmm i like HAHAHAHAHAH)

40) CAT JUMPING ON MY TABLE TO EAT MY PRAWN!!!!!! The reason why im traumatised by cats till now :( (It happened in K2)

41) Mountainous areas in New Zealand but in a caravan ;)

42) hehehehehehe "you pretty" "i like your smile" "you are the most bubbly girl i've ever seen" "you really macam superwoman ah" i like compliments hehehehe!

43) in my room, on my desk, aircon, YES DEFINITELY

44) the indian prayers downstairs, the drums!!!!!

45) "I hate you" "I hate you more" (but deep down, we love each other a lot ah)

47) I MUST GIVE MORE MONEY TO MAMA THEN SISSY

48) To be happy everyday :)

49) Very close to Mama cos we share everything, Daddy's girl and Sister's enemy. For my god-family, im closer to my sisters, God Mum forever scolding hehehe, God dad forever massaging me!

50) SUPERWOMAN

51) thank you, you.

52) text messages are private hehehehe!

53) cannot control my intake of junk food, everyday confirm eat hahahaha

54) happy girls, filial sons, guys' back muscles, small eyed guys, malay-chinese face

55) .................

(yay, last qn already!!!!!!!)

56) BORING LECTURES, ACCOUNTING MODULES

hahahhaha i better get back to EFMA now. I'll be back to blogging soon okay :*

latest chubby picture of me! hehehehehehehe! will blog when i get back my 4 packs okay HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA LIKE REAL HAHAHAHAHAHA

2011-10-07T20:34:00.003+08:00

We were supposed to be this. Guess it did not work out the way we wanted it to be. What we wanted wasn't a commitment. All we wanted was just happiness. And of course, company.

However, in the first place, what were the benefits that we agreed on? Definitely not health insurance, like mentioned above.

The wrong move for us to fall in love with each other and to get into a relationship was a beautiful mistake. It was a mistake i will never regret because..

Alfian, you're worth it ♥

2011-09-05T18:00:00.004+08:00

Hi this is my tumblr :)

caravaninzwyou@tumblr

Now, i'll start blogging on a regular basis! Tumblr... is a must every single day ;) Hehehe!

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but.......

I just cannot find time to sit down and type a proper post. If only you guys can see how many drafts i've saved for this blogger heheheh many many~

So hiiiiiii, how are you people? I used to be so active here that i have a 'people counter' or whatever you call it, where you can see how many people visit your blogger and stuff. Not forgetting, TAGBOARD AND MUSIC!

(I used to have really old songs! OLDIES FTW!!! Hahaha ok no)

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Syawal is here, so Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin to all my muslim friends and family :)

I wanna apologise for being too cute, too pretty, too hot for you guys to handle *wink wink

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

THE END

2011-09-04T21:42:00.003+08:00

And I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time

It will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find

It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

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2011-08-02T02:17:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! Alfian aka Mr SFNR aka BTBS here!

All i wanna say is that i'm in love with this fat,chubby,oversized girl name MARDIAH.

Stay cute, pretty, adorable, beautifull, gorgeous, sexy okay? (this one i angkat her only)

xoxo <3

p.s. : you always give me butterflies in my stomach :B

from,

Prince Charming ;)

2011-07-28T14:42:00.005+08:00

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empat bulan kita sama gembira

kerana bersama teman temann

kita melalui banyak kedugaan

tapi kita resolve together as one

dua belas event

telah kita lalui

dengan kawan kawan

buat report dengan evaluation

AAR dan personal summary

jangan lupa pasal proposal

two to three two to four four to six

kene submit by 1st of august

lepas tu datang national day

under 18 asia cup hockey

walaupun kita maki

tetap kita habis

dengan penuh perasaan

gembira merajuk dan sedih

safra football

viknesh nairrrr

dialah volunteer leader kita

around 19 june event pon bermula

pagi sampai malam

kids soccer

ada daniel

dialah number one kids pemain bola

makan macdonalds

belanja oleh lionel

kenyang semua orang gembira

jurong lake run

denganlah sopan

sampan macam perempuan

jadi bus marshall

triple trouble

di ITE simei

ada banyak banyak butch

hahahahahah hi.... it's 1.32am in the morning now and i should be asleep cos im doing morning shift tomorrow! Lazy to wake up haha but forever procrastinating to sleep!

Anyway, the above paragraphs typed are lyrics to the EPM song, which you can see.. is not completed! Hahaha btw, Jasper and Khai were the ones who came up with the lyrics while strumming the guitar ;) And i'm the so called 'scriptwriter' HAHAHA

Random stuffs,

Im having my gym attachment now!
I've not been working for 2-3 months already, due to attachment and my fractured bone :/
I always have this urge to update my blog but i just have no time :(
I am seriously fatter now compared to last time
Everyone even my family calls me "Mok" "Fatty" "Badak" "Double chin" HAHAHA and all sorts of names related to OBESITY
FAT BUT HAPPY

Things to look forward to,

USS with my pretty fairies
USS with bestfriends
Raya with Sea
Raya with the class
Uma Ame meet-up
The laser shoot shoot thingy with Sports Club comm
Local bodies chalet
Alfian's 19th hehehehe
Leen's 18th surprise surprise
Ame's sheesha celebration
Meet-up with bro Iman
Faila's birthday hmmmmmmm

OKAY THATS ALL FOR NOW HEHEHEHEHEH BRB BYE :*

Boipren a hongkey now

2011-07-23T21:30:00.007+08:00

Mohammad Alfian ♥

Hi kental, i miss you.

ALL THE BEST TEAM SINGAPORE! :D

Forever young

2011-05-16T22:07:00.039+08:00

HELLO :)

28th March was the last time i blogged hahaha loser seh. Today feeling feeling miang wanna blog so imma blog now yo! #perangaitakperlu

As usual, it's gonna be a post with lotsa pictures, very little words hahahahah!

APRIL

April was a great month hahahah okay not really! But i made a lot of new friends! Not forgetting, some events and camps! Forged friendships along the way and at the same time, just laugh my life away~ Hahahah! Whatever i say dont really make sense so just figure out yourself :)

DCAMP 2011

Actually, i din wanna go for the camp! Hahahah i only packed my bag at 7am when i was supposed to go out of the house! Hahahah! Reluctantly, i go to school! I was so happy when i saw a lot of familiar faces at Block E so changed my mood a bit ah :)

Brendon: "MARDDD!!!! HERE!"
Mard: "Hiiiiiii!!!!"
(put bag down in the room and look for group 3"
Mard: "OMG BRENDON WE'RE IN THE SAME GROUP?!?!??!?!?! YAY!!!!!"
Brendon: "That's why i shout your name from far" -.-

Bimbo moment. Hehehe.

The camp was really awesome ah :) Because of the friends i made. Best part to me was BALLROOM AND TOILET CLEANING! We had two mass dance to learn which is ballroom and hip hop! Both mass dance are to be showcased during Club Crawl! Had fun dancing ah hahaha! The experience was really awesome and i had lotsa fun not even words can describe the feeling hahah chey like real only, but really i had fun ^^

THANK YOU SHYTANS!!!!! :-) For the wonderful memories, the laughters, helping each other out, the playing times, the nightwalk, the dragon boat race and all. I really love you guys ok and miss you guys alot :')

Ok pictures will tell you a thousand words:

First day already kena forfeit!

Rock climbing

Before our dragon boat race!

After our dragon boat race!

BBQ

BALLROOM DANCE, more like anyhow dance

Cleaners of the day hahahahha muka satu satu mintak kena sepak

DCAMP 2011

SHYTANS!!!!!! :D

NEXT UP, SBM FRESHMEN ORIENTATION 2011

It was awesome shitzzzz hehehe awesome is underrated here! (I think i was damn hyper cos you weren't there so yay ^^)

I took SW1101, SA and sadly, i am the only one from SA being an OGL but its okay cos SW is still SW ;) Hahahah seriously, i love you guys, David Gina May Hafiz and Azri thanks for that one wonderful day!

The best part of FO was when we all were gathered in the hall and all the OGLs gather and we danced, we had fun like the song, we have joy we have fun we have seasons in the sun~ Really, the best part are the OGLs. I'm really amazed by how much we bonded during that one day and until now, we're still meeting up.

14 OGLS TILL NOW, WE MEET UP AND EVERY SINGLE TIME, WE WILL LAUGH AND JOKE AROUND AND MY DAY IS COMPLETE JUST BEING WITH THEM! Hahahaha and we're called Local Bodies hahaha lame i know. But still, love you 13 awesome people ^^

Local bodies :)

Ok, pictures for Freshmen Orientation:

Love this ^^
SB people who came down!

The OGLs at the front

SW 1101 and SW 1102

SA!!!

The OGLs hahahah best :*

SW OI!!!!!!!!!

We were seriously the loudest! Be it OGLs or Freshmen! Tell me again, why do i love my course? Haiiiiiiii :')

IKEA

Random meet-up with the two SaraS! I think it's pretty weird that the seniors (me and sara) got close to the juniors (rachel and sara-ann) ONLY after we graduated from secondary school!

Sara Sim, always there for me, love you :*

AIR PEOPLE

IT WAS ALSO B&J FREE CONE DAY!!!! I got two instead of one #likeaboss Hahaha! Marina Macs for dooby dooby doob doob and bang bang chucky after that, laughed so hard a good way to end off the night! (my purpose of posting this outing is to say that i got TWO icecream cones instead of one hehehehehehe perangai)

Thanks for the great night, guys :-)

JCO BABIES

Hi bestfriends, no matter how busy our schedule may get, just know that im one call away and we must meet each other AT LEAST ONCE a month ok, pinky promise :) We should have more latenight htht talks and just be ourselves, our gemok buruk selves that no guys should ever see. Even tho our JCO date was for awhile, it is enough to make me happy already, luvvvvvvv :) Thanks for teaching me how to pout hehehe!

We'll forever have this pose, just like how we'll always stick by each otha no matter what :)

SMA VERSUS NYP

Thanks Leen for asking me along hehehe i had fun ^^ I know ah i kaypoh over there hahah but i just wanna go to the beach and have fun :) Met Feezah, my pri school senior, havent seen her since she graduated!

I've got a few names that day: NYP, MARD, MARDY, MARY, OI, EH, FRESHIE ;)

Feezah, my primary school senior :-)

SEA :D

58TH! :D

CLUB CRAWL

I was pretty worried that there won't be people who wanna sign up for Touch Rugby but an impressive number of people signed up! 142!!!! :D I heard it was twice as much as last year!!!! :D YAY~ Hahaha thank you Blaze for coming down and supporting and for all your effort :) Just hope that the Year Ones will really stay and enjoy their time in Touch Rugby!

Had fun going around promoting touch rug and interrupting other CCAs when they approach people! Hahah the silat guys are a fun bunch :) Hahahah! After Club Crawl, Local Bodies had dinner, another day and night of laughter with friends i loveeeeee~

Mard, do something ok? :)

The silat boys!

The finger lights we were given!

Watching Fauzan peform!

Our touch rug booth!

Frisbee no. 12. Touch rug no. 12.

NERF WAR!!! :)

Like models? I know ^^

Our poster and flyer! :)

After which, had dinner with local bodies! :D

So, all of these events happen waaaaaaay before school starts!!! :D

SO NOW, BEST PART EVER, SCHOOL

Sport and Wellness Mgt have three stopovers; classical, gym and events

I am doing classical first! Hahaha i loveeeee the timetable! It's like this: ONE WK BREAK, THREE WEEKS STUDY, STUDY BREAK, ONE WK SCHOOL, TWO WEEKS BREAK! Hahaha so out of 8 weeks, we have 4 weeks break omg awesome or whattttt!!!!!! ^^

Hahaha but after classical is EPM :( Which is full-shift hahahah i hope it's gonna be great! Class have been very good so far, the 3 hours pass by very quickly cos im either chatting away, on my mac or doing some nonsense hahahahaha so yes, i love school! Except for the waking up early part and of course, studying itself!!!

Awww jas so cute!

I know you want me~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH TELOR BUSOK

Look at his eyes ahhhhh

COUSIN'S WEDDING
During one weekend, went to Seremban cos my cousin's getting married! The wedding was very naizzzeeee, it was conducted at night, so no more sweating in baju kurung :) When the bride and groom made their grand entrance, there were fireworks!!!!!!! I LOVE FIREWORKS!!! Make me happy instantly hehehe yay~ So, it was smooth sailing!

All the best Kak Dayang! Have a happy marriage!

Nephew. Niece. Cousin.

Cousins!

Bride and grrom :-)

Sister and I

GETAWAY

That night after the wedding, drove to KL! For a short getaway, shopping and just relax! The best part of this trip is LUNCH AT IKEA!!!!!!! :-) I had a great time over there, been a long time since i crossed the borders!

For dinner on Saturday, we ate at some restaurant! They promised aircon, but the aircon spoilt plus they din serve us well and the food was OKAY only hahaha if i know i rather eat Macd!!!!

Oh, i watched TWO M18 MOVIES over at my cousin's condo!!!! No strings attached & Love and other drugsssss hahahha ahhhhhh yay~

Not forgetting, celebrated Mama's 43rd birthday over there! I swear Mama is a noob hahah she couldnt even see that we're gna surprise her, cos its damn obvious!!!! I WAS JUST TWO SEATS AWAY FROM HER PREPARING HER CAKE WITH CANDLES!!! She.cannot.even.see!! MAMA, buy new specs please. Nevertheless, luv you Mama!

(Y)

SERIOUSLY, best cake i've ever tasted!!!!!! :)

Happy 43rd Mama :-)

VICE PRESIDENT'S BIRTHDAY

Lately, i've been spending my evening at the club room! Hahaha meetings after meetings. Minutes after minutes. I really hope all the event that we're planning will be a success, seriously :) Only then, i'll be damn happy!!!!!

Celebrated HW's birthday one day after meeting hahaha he was bashed up pretty bad!!! And the small camera that Fuji got him got me, BIG TIME :( So naive ah Mard!!! :/ Hope you're surprised and had fun that night!!!! :D

SPORTS CLUB NOTICEBOARD, finally done yay~

Meet the pretty secretary ^^

Committee :)

From this
to this

This camera ah!

TRUG TRYOUTS

Hiiiii welcome Year Ones to Blaze!!!! :D Hope you will have a great three years with us and please stay!!! :-) Thank youuuuuuu!

The tryouts went pretty well, and a good 35 people said that they are interested and we've been having a great number of people coming down for training! Thank God :)

Nada, Jolene, Shaf, Yiting and Vivien

Michelle and Nada!

Coach and Vivien!

AT!!!!! :)

STUDENT UNION COMMISSIONING

Sports Club was invited and i went! Found out that their previous exco's president and vice-president was from BBSS!!!! :D Hahaha yay schoolmates! Carlos and Shao Yu, my Sec 4 senior when i was in Sec 1!!! :)

Gabriel was really noisy throughout the whole thing, i had a great time laughing at his stupid lame jokes made.

CONGRATS TO EVERYONE IN SU!!!!! :)

Zahid, OBS mate!

Sports Club

BARKER :-)

And finally, BBSS we pledge our best~

PIZZA WITH LOCAL BODIES, FTW

Everyone came down!!!! :) David was really really really very kind to treat us! Yknow why?! GET GOVT MONEY WHATTTT!!!!! :D Hahaha thank you David Christopher Pang! :) As usual, laughters here and there, really enjoyed my time and once again, THANKS DAVID AND LB!!!! :D

It was really a coincidence to be all flowery that dayyy ahhh luv~

Everyone :)

HAHAHA IMA HAHAHAH

Last and final one!

SIMPANG BEDOK

Believe it or not, its my first time there! Nearly 18 years of living and its my first time to Simpang Bedok!!!! :D Plan was to eat Durian hahaha but we were too full after dinner that we just have desserts! :) Leen and I managed to catch the last train, nasib baik!

Nevertheless, had a great time with bestfriends! Thanks Aniq for asking us out and belanja our drinks and desserts! And to Aniq friends for being there as well :)

Total!

Aniq

Bestfriends :)

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Went to Malaysia last weekend and it was the best trip there after so many years :) Ami was there and it really felt great to reminisce our old days, the kick-scooter days, swimming in the bathtub, playing catching, playing badminton with neighbours hahah. Ahhh i really miss my chilhood!

I wanna be forever young, can? :)

I feel like blogging again tomorrow. Hahahaha. Now with more words and lesser pictures :)

Goodnight!

Beat around the bush

2011-03-28T16:21:00.021+08:00

Got me thinking hmmmm

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So anyway, my holidays are filled with lotsa things! And only yesterday, i managed to stay at home the whole of Sunday (Y) Feels great to just eat, watch tv, talk to mama, lie down on the sofa and not have to worry about a single thing in life!

Yesterday, before i sleep, it dawned on me that i am going to be 18 soon! And i remembered the conversation between Leen, Omairah and I the other day at Marina Square staircase, hahah yknow that stairs?! The mats and minahs always lepak there hahahah yes we, the minahs, of that day sit there and talk talk lorrrrr ;)

We were talking about life, our future, holidays, work, school, nice girls, not-nice girls, ugly boys, cute boys, handsome boys hahaha bestfriends basically talk about everything right?!

We want to go on a holiday together, just to relax and spend time with each other :)

It'll be really nice if i can be here to watch sunsets with the girls :)

Patong Beach, Leen said we should come here one day! :)

(I was sidetracked for a moment there) HAHA okay the conversation went something like this:

Leen: Mard, you should start appreciating life and the people around you.
Mard: Ya, i think i'm the luckiest among you three already. No family problems. Friends all okay. Studies okay. Boy also okay.

Hahaha just that one line, made me realise that i am a very lucky girl. Of course, compared to the people in Africa and the third world countries, i am already very fortunate :) Yet sometimes i complain that money is never enough, food not nice, muscles cramps and all! I can't promise that i'll never complain again but i will always tell myself this, 'Compare yourself to the kids who don't get to eat 3 meals a day, don't have a proper home and don't have parents' :)

I have a complete family. Mama is very loving and we share a close relationship. Papa and me used to have a close relationship until he opened his own business and have to travel a lot. But Papa is always caring for his daughters. Sister is very irritating but without her, the house will be very quiet and there'll be no one to order me around anymore.

Besides that, not forgetting, my god-family :) Bak, Mama, Kak Yanah, Abang Abi and Anim!

I have a great circle of friends. They are the ones who are always there for me every single time. I never felt like i don't have friends before. I have true friends, who stood by me, every single time! I can never thank them enough. To name a few, Sazleen, Omairah, Sara, Amelia, Rafaila, Su, Haqiz and Helmi :)

Relationship wise? Things will get better for me. And i'll never give up on love :)

I am still me. Nothing have changed. And i'll still be going all around Singapore smiling, greeting people hahahahaha ok i sound so crazy and freaky

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Oh, i did the "Like this status and i will write something on your wall........"

Hahaha i had to go write for 115 people and guess how long it took me?!

FROM 10.30pm ALL THE WAY TO 5.30am!!!!! :D
Wow, hahahahaa not bad ahhhhh!

I don't mind doing the status thing anyway because i really like it when people say 'Thank you' to me ;) Hahah i feel like i managed to put a smile on their face. All the wishes are very sincere from the heart okkkkk!

Thank you for making an effort to comment hehehehe yay~ I just love seeing people smile!

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Hahah talking about smiles, i finally meet Iman that day hahaha and can see he like really happy to meet me! To support Haqs for his climbing competition! Hahaha! Lots of laughters, anxious moments and bla bla blaaaaaaa hehehe

Iman, brothaaaa

Rach, me, Haqs and Kiki

LUV MY TWO BRUDDAS

Rachel, always there for me! Vice versa babeeeee :)

It's okay Abang, we know you tried your best! There's always next time! Allez! HAHAH okay wtf hahahah did i just say Allez hahaha wtv Allez Haqiz An-nuar, loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

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(I know the events on my blog are always not in chronological order hahah takpe ah, my blog what hehehe ^^)

So anyway, Cohesion Night! Wazzzzzz zeeee bomb :D

It's this NCC Cohesion Night for the cadet officers and supernumeraries! I went for it last year, it was still fun but this year's one was awesome cuz i had the company of my two babes! The games were enjoyable even tho some was really lame but still, enjoyable :)

Then it wazzz Disco night!

Me: Jom pegi toilet!
Leen and Om and Naz: OKAY
(Went out of toilet)
Leen and Om and Naz: Eh we enter the MPH by the back door, then we go on stage and dance
Me: Huh tanak ah!

But by then, they were alrrrrr dragging me along ahahah so ya, i had to dance hahaha srsly me dancing?! HAHAHA rare

It felt like i was in a club with the 'smoke machine' and the dark and the loud music. Everyone was pretty cramped up at the smoke area there so people cant really see what i do right? So even if i dance any-o-how, people also dont know hehehe ^^ Oh anyway, this is a NCC thing, it's not clubbing, TOTALLY CLEAN :)

Waiting for Naz, 1 hr late siaaaaaaaaaaaaa

After the amazing race thingy finish! I was in crocs at that time and my crocs keep on coming out when i run so uncomfortable plus my hair was everywhere -.-

The stage i told you about :)

Amira and Leen!

Forever loving 'em :)

Us on the stage againnnnnnn~

Whip my hair whoooo

Faris Naz Mard Leen Om

MARDY AND WARDI

Leen got high? HAHAH

FARIS!!! :D

The only 4 sea district! :D

IQBAL!!! :D

Train ride homeeeeee

Cohesion night was a blast, thank you Air district for organising! :)

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So, anyway, the other day, Syah and me planned a trug outing! So we went to Botanics Garden :) For picnic! It was fun! Pictureka, Truth or Dare, SNAP, 'Family' thing and lotsa catch up done! Meet up soon girls!

Fatima, Aisyah, Shumei, Rafidah. The year one girls :) Even though it's only Fatima and I on the team now, our friendship will never end right? And i know that in the future, we'll be too busy to even plan a meet up but there should be a day where we would meet up, so it shall be just the five of us that day okay! Syah, stayover againnnnnn~

After the outing, we went to get ice-cream then i stayed over at Aisyah's house! First time staying overrrrrr ahahah usually it's people staying over at my place! Hahaha! YAY~ So much stories and fun!

Nyonya carry plastic bag.

Ima's fishtail braid!

Taiti

Before Shumei come!

Snacks of the day!

Finally, Shumei reached

Ima: Mard, you got tanline!!!!
Me: Huh, no sun also got tanline, cool or what ^^

Polaroidddddd

Love you girls

Finally, ice cream :)

Thanks girls for the day! Love you four!

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As usual, Amelia, Sara and I will meet AT LEAST once a month! Hahah so this month, March, we meet with a purpose, which is to celebrate Sara's birthday! Gave her the birthday board from the netballers! Hahah srsly it's damn big that in the MRT, everyone was staring at the board!

We had dinner at EwF and we went to the rooftop of Orchard Central to lepakkkkkkkk until we were chased away by the security guards hahaha! Went skatepark and chatted non stop hahaha and finally board the last bus!

WHAT'S WITH US AND LAST BUS?! HAHAH FOREVER TOGETHER :D

The birthday board from the netballers

My dinner

That day's polaroids

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They're the ones who have been there for me since secondary school. We play netball together, bitch together and do lotsa things together. Even until now, Sara, Amelia and I are contacting each other, smsing each other almost everyday and they never fail to make me better always :) True friends, like them, are hard to find!

Sara and Amelia, thank you for everything! Really :') Love you girls!

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Okay, gonna end my post now! I am really really really thankful to have such great girl friends!

Mama once said,

Mama: Adik, you're too sociable already, but how many will really grow old with you?
Me: I know who ^^

HAHAHAHA okay cos really i know who are true! :)

- Caleb for gym(maybe) and lunch tmr
- D-CAMP
- ^^
- b&j

bye bye
I wont be going for Kayaking Expedition this yearrrrrr :(

2011-03-01T21:02:00.005+08:00

Read the post below this post hahaha cos the one i updated on fb is the one before this post....

So anyway, i went to my Friendster profile a few days back hahaha and i printscreen-ed my profile, omg hahahaha i love Friendster...... last time.

My friendster profile

Wah, friendster so feeling feeling Facebook already hehehehe A for effort ok Friendster!

MARY LAMB ^.^
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And i used to have nice nice nice nice nice template and background for my blogger, wanna see? ^^

COLOURFUL RIGHTTTTTTTTT? Hahaha damn blogger, i miss you..

Okay bye read the post below ok bye hehehe bye

March

2011-03-01T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii blogger, how are you!

Pardon me if i make a grammar mistake, spelling error or anything in this post because i suck at English now, seriously, even though it was my favourite subject in school last time apart from PE of course! ^^

Speaking about PE, i get a lot of this!!!!! Not only twice or thrice, i bet more than ten times!

Whoever: "What course are you in?"
Me: "Sport and Wellness Management at NYP."
Whoever: "When you grow up, you want to be PE teacher ah?"

-.-

Dear whoever, (wait i am not mad anyway) my course's career prospect is not only being a PE teacher. We can do govt jobs, we can set up our own sport business/company, work at many different companies, YES be a PE teacher and etc etc etc :)

To clear doubts, my course is a BUSINESS course and not a SPORT course. Ya i know, i feel cheated also because the first thing the course manager said to the Year Ones during Orientation was.....

Sir: "If you think this is a sport course and you all can enjoy all, you areeeee WRONG! You are under School of Business Mgt, so you guys are doing business but in the SPORTS field."

He said something along that line~ So, there you go: SW students are actually business students^^ But, we all have a passion for sports tho!

Say hello to the 2010 Year One SW students! :D

We are special cos we only have two classes, SA and SB! ^^

Speaking of which, IM DONE WITH YEAR ONE :D Fyeahhhhh~

Holidays have started, March is gonna be a pretty busy month for me!

Coxswain trainings, but i wouldn't be able to come for AKE cos it's during TEP and i can't apply for LOA cos i already applied for 8 days LOA due to the Aussie trip!
LTC/OGL Camp!
D-Camp, cant waittttttt :)
Camp Steel(s), yay~
Touch Ruggers picnic
BBSS March Camp!
NCC Cohesion Night
Papa's company's official opening in KL
Usual trainingsssss
Work
Outings with friends hehehe yay~
Dates!

Filled with camps hahah exciting! Even my boyfriend also doing camps now, camp trainer what somebody! Equals to less time for each other :( I miss you already.

I am having holidays now, gonna make full use of my free time, playing the computer, watching movies and keep in touch with my friends. So i was browsing through my Picasa albums and i saw some pictures of me last time and i thought i wanna share it here.

Here goes!

When i was a baby/toddler......

When i was a kid, i have a god-family to take care of me, even until now, when no one is at home, i will be over at their house and they're just like family to me :)

My mum said that i was very obedient and the good kid last time and that i was photogenic when i was a kid! Hahaha! The picture above is actually taken during my sister's birthday but instead of her feeling excited, i was the one who's smiling so widely! Cute, i know right ;)
HHAHAHAHAHAH OK NO

This was taken at some golf club during one of our holidays! I was six and i already had glasses on!!! Hahah and my hairstyle from young till primary four was BOB hairstyle all the way until i changed to SPIKY HAIR when i was in primary five HAHAHAHA!!!!

Oh last time, the sibling with a higher degree for their spectacles is cleverer and better?!

So, who's cleverer and better then? HAHAHHA WHO ELSE Y(^.^)Y

if not the girl who graduated from Kindergarten in 1999! :)

K2 GRADUATION PHOTO!!! I love my kindergarten, the school, friends and teachers!!! My teacher still remember me until now :')
K1N and K2M! HEHEHHE!

This was taken before the first day of Primary One!!!! KICK SCOOTER ahhhhhhhh~ Go under the block to play kick scooter, ALWAYS~
I was eager to start Primary One and i looked forward to primary school because i can buy..
MY FAVOURITE CHOC BREAD AND POLAR SNACKS EVERYDAY!!!! ^^

Hahhahaha yes, i am in Tarian! From pri 3 to pri 6, hahaha i still do the Tarian Asli hand movements up till now!!! HAHAH! Pecah bro..

I WAS A NETBALLER FROM PRI 4 TO PRI 6, AS WELL :) Two CCAs at the same time!

You wanna take a look at my secondary school ez-link card, here you go...........

Very tanned right?! Hahah i remember this was taken during netball zonals, so it was training under the hot sun three/four times a week! See that red thing in the picture? Yes, i was a prefect last time. BUT! A tardy prefect.

I am tardy alright!

See the colour difference? Horrible. I wanna be that fair again until i've turned into a puteri lilin now hahah okay not.

Back then, when i was in Primary 6, i spent my time playing BASKETBALL but NETBALL STYLE! With Carissa always and the chinese guys. Then at night, there was block-catching, bicycle catching, lepak at the rooftop and all with the malay boys and sister.

If only, i spent my time studying for PSLE, i would have scored better than 229 and not end up in Bukit Batok Secondary School (even though it was my first choice). I chose BBSS together with Farah and Carissa because we wanted to join netball together. In the end, i was all alone in that school :(

Kinda regret it actually because my two primary school bfs are not wimme.

BUT.... if i wasn't in BBSS, i wouldn't have met...

Everyone mentioned in this post! Click to read!

Well, except for Su, Khai and Hatadi Faiz hahahahah!

In secondary school, i am so so so blessed to be in Netball, NCC Sea and Track and Field(at some point of time) because i meet awesome teammates, awesome NCC friends through numerous camps, and The Orangutans from Track :')

When i was in Secondary One, i entered the school with Tweety Bird hair and pink specs and my eyebrows trimmed and shaped! No, i.was.not.a.minah. Below are some pictures during secondary school days!

Secondary One:

Look at my ugly eyebrow hahah so thin hahahahahaahahahhaa

Okay, look at the way i smile hahahahhahaha
U SMILE, I SMILE~
My favourite nephew, Akmal!

Secondary two:

I had this semi-framed spectacles!

Me and sissy

I like to keep short hair last time!

Nadiah and i hahah during one of our IMT training before competition! I miss those NCC days as a cadet!

Secondary three:

On top of an elephant! HAHAHAHA

Hi, i miss you C902!

My handwriting hehehe as you can see from the picture above, i am not creative hahah no wonder i fail ART last time
During sports day hahaha

One day i got a call from Liyana, "Hi, i selected you to be In-Honey. Your picture will be in the IN-newspaper." "Errrrrr ok"

So, Louisse is the IN-hunk hahahahaha!

HAHAHAHHA TO MY EYEBROWS!

Still loving netball~

My fav cousin from maternal side hahaha

During National Cross-Country hahahahaha i look ugly thats why a smiley face is there!

BBSS NCC SEA GLORY DAYSSSS!!!!!!!! :D

Tudung hahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahaha so alim heheh i know

Fav raya pic

Okay, i am done with the pictures already :)

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Anyway, i wanna thank the people who are there for me yesterday, you know who you are :') I am really grateful to have you guys! Really. I dont know what to do when i was really at my lowest point yesterday but thanks for telling me not to give up, to talk things out and all.

See you next Sunday :) Have fun doing camps!

2011-01-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

Hiiiii blogger,

Tomorrow is my first IVP match! I don't know why i am feeling all tensed up now, it's not the same as POl-ITE. POL-ITE, i was dead nervous only on that day itself, but now, i can feel butterflies in my stomach already.

God bless us, Blaze :)

2010-12-15T00:54:00.003+08:00

Hi blogger, it's been a long time since i blogged :)

Recent updates:

Training for IVP
Kak Yanah got married
Projects projects projects :(
Kendarat with Sea
59th POP, meet-up with Haqiz
Late night meet-up with Helmi
Night Safari
ICAs
Sentosa outing with my girls
Meeting Sara and Ame this Friday, for island creamery
F1 race with favs
And many many more

I really miss blogging, where my post will not appear in people's dashboard and i can privatise my blog anytime. But, life is so hectic nowadays, school, CCAs, meet-ups, events, tests and projects. Sad.

So much is happening, i need you two girls to talk to. Meet up soon alrightttt!

On a happy note, im meeting Sara and Ame this Friday! Miss bitching all day long with those two. Ahhhh, i miss the netballers badly la.

Whatever im facing right now has nothing to do with relationship and friendship problems :) So, don't assume :D

2010-10-06T02:32:00.009+08:00

(Hiiiii, i kinda miss blogger)

So, hiiii shalalala-inthemorning@bs, you miss me? Awww, i miss you too!

The last time i updated this blog was 12th July! A lot of things happen in just a few months like..

Me turning 17, Boyfriend turning 18, Exams, Results, School Holidays, YOG, F1 Race, Ramadhan, Iftar with friends(1) (2) , Raya with family and friends, Touch Rug, Dates, NCC Day Dinner and a lot more that i could not think of right now!

(YOU CAN CLICK AT THE BOLD-ED ONES, AND THE LINK WILL DIRECT YOU TO THE PICTURE ALBUMS IN MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT) The rest of the pictures can be found in 'Photos of Nurul' hehehe :)

My facebook "keeps track" of all the things that i did and attended. I mean, all the pictures and the event i RSVP-ed to. Well, my personal life is not interrupted tho, i don't reveal too much on Facebook and Tumblr :) So, just click the Facebook badge at the top of my blog if you wna see pictures! Don't worry, my Facebook is not privatised heheh :)

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Iman! I miss you lil bro! After your Ns, meet up soon okay? :) Always here for you, even tho you get on my nerves sometimes! Hehehe!

Hiiiiii big brotha, you know i always miss you righttttt? You're already like a blood brother to me! Remember that time, when we were 'forbidden' to meet due to unforeseen circumstances(HAHAHA), that's when i know i need you in my life :) You're always there for me *hugs

Hiiiii my handsome president brotha, when can we meet up soon and start camwhoring, bitching, talk all night long about anything that's happening in our life? I still remember that incident when you were there for me after my break-up, i just know i can depend on you! Miss you crazy assssssssss heheh *hugs

I miss my class, SW1001! But i miss Suhaila and Khairyll especially! Suuuu, got lotsa things to update you and i know you have stories to tell me also! :D

I miss a friend of mine and his name is Jonathan Goh Ming Chieh! We were so close and happy back then, but what happened? It's okay cos i know i can count on you whenever i need a friend! Recently, contacted each other again! Hahah but it ended just like that cos i had nothing else to say! Sorry. Eh friend, hiiiiiii till we meet again! (which i doubt so)

I miss the Laden Sisters! All of us are busy with our own commitments. These are the girls that made class less boring, less sleepy and visits to the toilet more exciting! Hahaha i miss you girls esp Bestfriend, Maggie :)

Nadiaaaah! Promise me we'll hit the gym and get our fitness back :) Miss going crazy with her whenever we're together, motivating each other when we're at the gym haha but we will always end up talking and slacking :D Oh, when i had to study for Poly exams, that was when i felt that i really miss Nadiah Binte Aswen :( Cuz there's no one to snatch away my handphone from me, no one to teach me and no one to motivate me! Meet me soon! :D

AHHHHHH, miss these two bitches! After your Os Uma, plz meet up soon! With Faila also! These two never fail to make me be 'myself' everytime, i can dance, sing and make faces infront of them. I just luv you two :)

Last but not leasttttt, BDiv'09! Omg i miss each and everyone of you! Pris, takecare in NZ! And as for the rest, let's meet up after your promos! You guys have no idea how much i miss the team and netball. I miss our team spirit in and out of court! :) Ame, all the best for Os! I am rly fortunate to have teammates like them! Hurry hurry, meet up soon! Before my school starts plz!

See these people in the above pictures?

YEAH, I MISS THEM!

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Things to look forward to this month:

New timetable heheh plz let Friday be a short day *cross fingers
Papa's birfffffday but Papa's overseas for work
School reopens, hell yeah to classmates, hell no to projects!
POL-ITE Touch Rugby, hope i get into the team *cross fingers
Meet up with some of the people in the pictures above (like Sara Sim Ching Sze and Nadiah Aswen)
New Balance Real Run and Nike City 10k Singapore, volunteering with Hatadi boyfriend
BBSS Night Cycling
Paintball
(maybe) Basic Instructor Course
And finally, some netball! When i meet the netballers, hope it'll be this month and not in December when projects start to pile up!

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Okay, i feel so good writing a long long post like this on Blogger! One day, i am gonna read each and every one of my posts in Blogger and reminisce those old days :) Haha prolly when i am much much older where all these memories would be like... "My teenage years" if you get what i mean :)

Blogger, i won't ditch you okay? Just that i will not update posts here as frequent as i update my Tumblr :) Follow me @caravaninzwyou okay!

(Seriously, pardon my English. It is getting suckier day by day, it's like i dont know Grammar anymore damn!)

2010-07-27T13:08:00.000+08:00

caravaninzwyou

Follow me :)))))))))))

2010-07-09T05:28:00.001+08:00

Girls need to realise this .

We guys don’t care if you talk to other guys .

We don’t care if you’re friends with other guys .

But when you’re sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off .

It doesn’t help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we’re still there .

We don’t care if a guy calls OR TEXTS you .
but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned .
Nothing is that important at 2am .
Also, when we tell you you’re pretty / beautiful/ gorgeous / cute / stunning, we freaking mean it .

Don’t tell us we’re wrong .

We’ll stop trying to convince you .

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence .

Yeah, you can quote me .

Don’t be mad when we hold the door open .

Take Advantage of the mood im in .

Let us pay for you!
don’t ‘feel bad’
We enjoy doing it .

It’s expected .

Smile and say ‘thank you’ .

Kiss us when no one’s watching .

If you kiss us when you know somebody’s looking, we’ll be more impressed .

You don’t have to get dressed up for us .

If we’re going out with you in the first place, you don’t have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own .

We like you for who you are and not what you are .

Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she’s just in her pj’s .

or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up .

Don’t take everything we say seriously .

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it .

Don’t get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don’t talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us .

It’s boring, and we don’t care. You have girlfriends for that .

Whatever happened to the word ‘handsome’/’beautiful’
i’d be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with ‘Hey handsome!’ instead of ‘Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy’ or whatever else you can think of .

On the other hand im not sayin’ i woulndnt like it ether ;)

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren’t being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!!
Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population & find someone who will treat you with utter respect .

Someone who will make you smile when you’re at your lowest .

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes .

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel .

Someone who will stop what they’re doing just to look you in the eyes ….and say ‘i love you’ ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

Guys repost this if you agree.
Girls repost this if you think it’s cute.

Every Guy who isn’t a jerk will agree with this,
so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this.

Don’t talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us .

Sorry Faiz, I talk about Taylor Lautner all the time hehehehe!

2010-07-09T05:20:00.001+08:00

THOUGHT

2010-07-04T13:55:00.007+08:00

"I want to live together with you, and cook you lunch, and give you back rubs when you’re tired or stressed out. I want to hear about your day, and have you talk about your classes and all your research, and the people you met. I want to debate about whose turn it is to clean the bathroom. I want to do a thousand stupid things, like forget to call you when I said I would, or lose your favorite book, or accidentally spill water on your notes. And every time, I will say sorry for being klutzy or forgetful, because I’m never going to be a perfect person, but I want to be perfect for you.

I feel like I’ve been searching for home my entire life. I’ve wandered across continents trying to find somewhere I belong, somewhere I feel I fit. But I feel like I’ve found it, unexpectedly, in a small town in Michigan, in the heart of a boy who promised to always try his best."

- from tumblr

2010-06-26T14:06:00.004+08:00

BITCH ALERT BITCH ALERT
Hahahaha jealous nampak
jealous nampak
I likeeeee~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

2010-06-24T21:50:00.001+08:00

Hiiiiii, im updating this post using my phone! :D Haha so weird + cool at the same time!

- I missed two weeks of Touch Rug trainings and im so so so sad :( All because of NCC AKE and Spec Course!
- Feel so guilty lah please.
- Faila-Mary Day out is postponed to another day! :( Walao baby, i miss you so badly lah Rafaila Rashid!

(WOW SO COOLZZZZ, CAN UPLOAD PHOTOS YO!)
-Congrats to BBSS NCC SEA Part C for passing out as Specialists! 11/12 2nd sergeants! Once again, congratulations!
- I am craving for sweet stuffs now!

- and lastly, I miss this bitch! Hahaha SUHAILA SALLEH!

:)
I think I should be going off now! Hahaha bye! So cool to update this post through my phone! HEHEHE I LIKE! :D

2010-06-18T02:21:00.004+08:00

Netball later with BBNB!

Cannot waitttttttt!

I miss....
the girls
the hoops
the semi-d
the ball
the rebounds
the jumps
the cheers
the water-breaks
the team-talk
the jerseys
the bibs
the team
the chemistry on court
the drills
the warm-up
the cool-down
the no-clips rule
the pivoting
the lob passes
the overhead passes
and all other passes
the sports shoe
the ankle socks
the fouls
the intercept
the defense
the attack
the team spirit
the sportsmanship
the court
the suicides
the umpiring
THE GAME

I miss netball
Netball, i miss you so much
And i love you
I've been a loyal friend of yours for 8 years
And im still loving you....

Touch Rugby, please make me love you
Cuz i like you now
:)
And i wanna love you like how i love netball

Climb Run

2010-06-13T02:43:00.010+08:00

Hiiiiiii

My June holidays:

13, 14, 15, 16 - Annual Kayaking Expedition
17- Netball against Bedok South w BBNB!!!! :D
18- Effective Writing Project + Faila-Mary day-out
19- Support Abang for Rock-climbing / Marketing ICA 2 Project
20- Dating :D
21-Econs Project
21, 22, 23- Specialist Course
24- Ladens Outing! :D
25- FREEEEE!!!! Finish up homework!
26- Nadiah-Mary day-out!!! :D
27- Restttttt.
28- School starts :(

So much for holidays!

AKE's this afternoon! I dont wna get tannedddddddddddd! Ahhh, somebody please help me! I hope it rains and there's lightnings everywhere :D And i will miss TRug trainings :(

Sun, please have mercy on me!

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Watched Karate Kid with Hamsome! Show was two thumbs-up! :D Everyone should go watch it!

Jaden Smith, cute and funny
Jackie Chan, awesome
Jaden Smith's mum in the movie, noisy
The girl Jaden Smith likes, eyes so sepetzzzz i like!

GO WATCH IT PEOPLE!!!! :D

Oh oh, i can't wait for Eclipse! Haha Taylor Lautner *girl scream

How can a girl not melt? Haizzzzzz!

ps: im not some crazy twilight fan fyi :)

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Anyway, today was climb run! The wait to get the race started was super long, Fiona and I were already sleepy! Haha so anyway, for team challenge, we have to run 3.6km and climb 1500 steps around the school- HOLDING HANDS!! So rimas!

David, Hana, Fiona, Hafiz, Faiz and I wanted to run at the same pace and all. But fatty me couldnt pace w em, so Faiz and I were behind :) HAHA! Thanks for the encouragement, everyone! :D

SEE ALL YOU PEOPLE IN 4 DAYS!

2010-06-08T00:13:00.000+08:00

This could be the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

:) Song stuck in my head!

AHHHHH, I MISS HSM! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! :D

2010-05-29T23:12:00.023+08:00

(pardon my sentence structure, people, O level days are over he he)

ICA's next week, damnnnn

Holidays are packed w NCC, netball and friends^^ Lookin' forward to itttt! But not lookin' forward to becoming tanner during Kayaking Expedition from 14June-16June! :(

Awwww man!

28th May

HAHA so anyway, had a great catch-up w Sara. Went to town, me luv her^^ I can share anything w her, and she'll either gimme useful but mostly nonsensical replies or just bitch about someone! HAHA times w her always make me feel like a bitchhhh HAHA bitching session! :D

For more pictures: CLICKY HEREYY~

29th May

Today, met fellow Coxswains/or should i say 58th Sea Clique??? Haha! Met em for lunch at AMK, it was crappy as usual w Ryan constantly bitching about me face2face! HAHAHAH! Disturb me again, i'll flash my ____ to you hor Taufiq and Ryan! Miss spending time w em almost everyday before Poly starts! Meet you guysssssss at AKE and Spec Course yay (Y)

For more pictures: CLICK HERE YAY~

Some quite recent events:

21st May

It was SBM Graduation Day, so there's no school for us :) So Khairyll planned an ice-skating outing for the whole class. Hahaha but of course, there was no full strength so there were only 7 of us from SW1001 haha but we had lotsa fun ^^ Faiz tagged along, and Adira(which happened to be my HMT friend) tagged along as well :D

So, was late meeting Fiona > met Faiz first then met Fiona > Sportslink to search for Fiona's boots > KFC > Arcade > Yoguru > Ice-skateeeeeee! > KFC > Lepakkk outside KLP! hehe > Paya Lebar > Karaokeeee for an hour :) > "Supper" w drinks only > Home sweetie home w Su, she sleepover :D

And that's basically the day! :D LOVE YOU SA!

For more pictures: Left-click hereeeeeeeeeee!

I realised i never blog about lotsa stuffs like..

The first karaoke session w classmates, Ironman 2 which turns out to be a temporary sleepover at the cinema, walking around town like a tourist! TGIF! :D Fun fun fun fun!^^
For pictures: Click here! :-)
The purrrfect day you brought me to explore town and we ended the day with the view of part of Singapore at the rooftop garden of Orchard Central
The day that class celebrated Min's birthday and we played w water balloons and eggssss!
For pictures: Click here! :-)
The day class got random and went to play badminton and din go for Cyber Awareness! HAHAHAHA.
For pictures: Click here! :-)
The day Omairah and Sazleen came to my house after YOG and made me smile! Shared quite lotsa stuffs w em, but more to come ok! Om went home and thats when Leen and I got all crazy, making stupid videos of ourselves. Love you two, a lot♥
For pictures: Click here! :-)

So you can pretty much see that my life revolves around the camera and camwhoring hehehehe! :D Easy said, Fb pretty much talks about my life. And the groups that 'I like' in Fb also pretty much do the same :)

Oh btw, do you guys know that i joined Touch Rugby in NYP? Heheh yes, im a netballer-turned-rugger now just like Jiamin and Atikah! No more Sara, cos she switched back to Netball! Touch Rugby's training is a lot tougher than Netball's! I think it's because of all the bending down, back-paddling, the bigger field, and rough touches made here and there! :D

Nevertheless, im lovin' the game! What more w awesome friends arounddddddd like them,

Rafidah(BBSS-ian), Shumei, Iqa, Fatima, Aisyah and Samantha! :D And many others like AK, Chevon, Joey, Chui Fang, Crystal, Iris, Abigail, Umi and etcccc :)
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Just random shitzzzzz:

Im glad to have Su around in school cos she cares for me like a sister and is always there for meeee! And reminding me to study and not Fb all the time.
Thanks Dzul Khairi, Khairyll, Faiz and Su for helping me for POM!
Thanks Hatadi Faiz for the wafflessssss almost everyday~ And also accompanying me home/almost home everyday!
I still feel so secondary school-ish till now hehehehe!
I met Maggie the other day and i swear i miss her the mosttttttttt! Ten-year friend, whaddya expect! :P
Meeting Faila on the 19th of June, cannot.wait! Been a long long long time since i saw her :) Wna take many many many pictures w her like below(taken in sec 2/3):
I got a warning letter for POM already :(
I eat fast food everyday this week, but still feeling not guilty haha!
Four hours under the sun during NYP Track and Field open- tanline already! Just when i thought i become fairerrr tsk.
Gna study tomorrow for STATS! :-) Dzul gna teach me POA also!

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Am i or am i not?Dont wna fallToo afraidShould i risk fallingormaybe..just wait and seeeehe he

2010-05-17T08:42:00.004+08:00

YOU OWE BIG TIMEEEE,

KHAIRYLL ASRAPLH! :D

Yayyyy~ Got free lunch and milkshakeeee

And pahala also he he he!

In school now at 8
When class starts at 9
Feel so selengeh
Hahaha told Su i was in the train at 7plus
And she told me lesson's at 9
LAUGHED at myself in the train
People must be thinking im crazy
Went toilet in school
Supposed to push door, i pull
HAHAHAH people see, so malu
In toilet, droppped my earpiece shoebag bag all while trying to save my phone from dropping
Now alone at school's Mac
What a morning!
HAHAHAHA!
Nurul, why you so selengeh today?

AIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!

Mothers Day!

2010-05-09T13:31:00.006+08:00

A post dedicated to someone very special:

Mama, adik sayang mama! :-) You never fail to shower me and sis endless love and sorry for the times i doubted your love towards me. Sorry for the times i always leave my room in a mess! Hahaha standard ah Adik and Papa! You wake up early in the morning to prepare breakfast for us and walk us to the door every single day no matter how tired you are, and how late you sleep the night before. The kiss i plant on your cheeks everyday is my way of saying, "Thanks Mama for everything" :-)

Everyone can see how strong you are. Especially during our family's financial crisis, you never once gave up and is always there for Papa and his business. Only you know how much time and effort you've sacrificed to make sure me and sis got all the essentials stuffs we needed during that time and the countless tears you shed looking at our family's plight. Alhamdulillah, things are going well now, i believe. Even when you're in difficulty, there's always a smile on your face. And only God knows the sadness behind that smile of yours. You always put others before you. Remember that time, the van we're in was involved in an accident? Your first thought was "Miera"(my sister, your daughter :D), and you jumped into the mud, forsaking your safety and helped us. You ended up with two very big blue-blacks till it hindered your movement a lil.

Not forgetting! You're also one cool mummy! HAHA you allow me and sis to bring friends over, and over-night at our house. You entertain our friends like they're your own children and all. That's why our friends like coming to our house, one of the reason is cos we have a cool mum that'll layan them as if you're our age. And also, you allow me and sis to have BGR at this age. We share our guy problems with you. And you will always try your best to help us, one way or another :D

All the things that you've done, be it small or big, will always be appreciated by us(me, sis and papa) :D Don't worry, you'll always have me and sis whenever you're down! And confirm chop, we will take care of you when all of us are older. That, i promise you, Mama :)

NURUL MARDIAH,

NATASHA AUNI

AND KHIR JOHARI

LOVE YOU, ROSMAWATI! :D

Family♥

Mama and her two daughters! :D

During Mother's Day last year :)

Most beautiful woman i've ever met :)

My god-mum, Mama Ros! :D

Happy mother's day to you, Nurul sayang Mama!

Thanks for taking care of me since i was very young till now, and you always have my interest at heart. Thanks for being strict with me! HAHA.

(my aunts, paternal side)

Happy mother's day to Busu, Mama, Ibu, Nenek, Umi and Mak Ngah! :D

Not forgetting, Cik Zai, Mak Long, Cik Imah, Mak Ngah and Kak Yani from maternal side!

To Cik Ina, as well! :D

50 things

2010-04-24T21:30:00.002+08:00

Got this from Facebook! :-) Bolded ones are what i feel, true.
But some are just nonsense :P

50 Things Girls Wish Guys Knew...

1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot.
2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to dress like Victoria's Secret models.
4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar.
5. There is no such thing as too much spooning.
6. We think about you ALL the time.
7. This is how we see it . . . Don't call = Don't Care.
8. Which also means that if we don't call, take the hint.
9. We like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary.
10. We hate that you can eat all you want and not get fat.
11. Return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave (and not just your face).
12. Foreplay is not an option . . . its a prerequisite.
13. We're allowed to be late . . . you are not.
14. Eye contact is key.
15. Don't take longer to get ready than we do.
16. Laugh at our jokes.
17. Three words . . . honesty, honesty, honesty.
18. Girls can be groupies. Guy groupies are stalkers.
19. We never have to wonder if your orgasm was real.
20. Do not start with us. You will not win.
21. Would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? We didn't think so.
22. If you ask nicely, we usually answer the same way.
23. We will never have enough clothes or shoes!
24. We have an excuse to act bitchy at least once a month.
25. Open the door for us no matter where we are . . . even at our house and getting into the car.
26. We love surprises!
27. We liked to be kissed softly, not with an iron tongue.
28.Pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.
29. Boxers and maybe boxer briefs sometiems . . . NEVER whitey-tighties, NEVER!
30. Clean your room before we come over.
31. Always bursh your teeth before you see us . . . a fresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity.
32. When we use our teeth it means that you suck at going down on us, so we are just returning the favor.
33. Even though you are sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are.
34. Hit it and quit it, because later I'll be with you're best friend and he lasts for hours.
35. Don't act hard around your friends because I won't make you hard tonight.
36. Sometimes “NO!” really means “NO!”
37. “Wife Beaters” are not an adequate form of fashion.
38. If we wanted to be on video tape, we'd be a porn star not your girlfriend.
39. Sensitive guys are great . . . but crying more than we do in a movie just isn't right.
40. Don't let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.
41. It takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays.
42. Guys who are good cuddlers = guys who know how to satisfy a woman.
43. “Fat Chicks” have feelings too.
44. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks all add up to . . . YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG!
45. If you are not a good dancer, please be self-aware.
46. Just because a girl doesn't pick up on the first ring doesn't mean she's not waiting by the phone.
47. You don't have to spend a lot, if it means a lot.
48. Don't say you love me if you don't mean it.
49. Don't lie to us . . . we will catch you.
50. When the girls get together, we talk about EVERYTHING. Meaning my best friends know everything about you.

New notebook yo

2010-04-23T22:13:00.007+08:00

Hello, thank goodness it's friday~ TGIF!

And one week of Poly life have passed!
I think it's so fast, only last week i was getting to know my classmates, and now we're all doing tutorials and sleeping in lectures as well as feeling the pressure to get good GPAs!
OH OH OH!!! I got MY own laptop yesterday! Hahaha.
I love the functions, the colour, the keyboard, the touchscreen buttons, the webcam effects, the mouse!
I hereby declare that i love my laptop!!! :-D
-.- HAHA!

Okay, enaf bragging about having my OWN laptop.. hahaha!

So, now i introduce you to my class okay? Say hello to....

SW1001 :D

So, the people in the picture are my classmates + some OGLs and PEM :-)

There's a few more, but they were absent! So yeaaa, im lovin' my class.

Now, i have the semangat(enthusiasm) to do tutorials and all, just you wait for a few more weeks, confirm lazy already.
Haha but then, Su and I are already determined to do well, promise to help each otha in future modules and all. So yaaaaa, ALL THE... BEST TO US!
I feel that somehow, lecturers and tutors have a thing against Sport and Wellness students??
Tsk, well i have a thing against biased teachers, as well.
Anyho, im gna go for Frisbee's trial next Tuesday and Wednesday! :-D
Soccer? Hmm, not sure.
I should be going for Netball's and Touchrug's also when i receive SMS from em :)

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Stayed back in the library today to do tutorials(told you i was semangat!) with Fiona, Su and Dzul :-) I had lappy w me, so yaaaaa, jakun la what else? I din know my webcam have so many AWESUHHHM effects that i can play around with.

OKAY THAT'S ALL PEOPLE BYE BYE!

School and MKE!

2010-04-21T20:48:00.012+08:00

Hello shalala-inthemorning,

Had Mini-Kayaking Expedition on the 17th and 18th!
Was pretty fun, had Leen for company, what more could i ask for?♥
Tried out my phone's Internet function and all, jakun to the maxxxxxxxx!
There was a storm on Saturday afternoon!
WAH, my mood from -.- changed to :DDDDDD instantly! HAHAHA i love kayaking in the thunderstorm, sadistic much? But still, luv it!
And soooo, result of kayaking under the sun for two days........
TANNED LIKE HELL! EEEEEEE, I DON'T LIKE!
Im even darker than HS ah for godness sake, how can that be?! :(
Hahaha so dine w HS after kayaking, and we went to star-gaze and apparently, there was a pathetic number of stars in the sky! Hahaha. Oh HS, you're sucha loser at taking picture with my camera flash on! :P

Cadet officers, Teacher Officers, DC and NSF :D

BATOK KILAT!!!

2nd pic, peee in the water eeeee!

SCHOOL

OH MY OH MY can you believe it, Poly life has already started?!??!
Hahah i prefer tutorials to lectures :P
Lectures make me sleep, slept in the lecture room already :( Feeel like sucha pig! Hahah!
I must wake up AT LEAST 2 hr before school starts! Damn.
I cannot afford to be late, 10 mins max if not i can get debarred for exam!
SO SERIOUS MAN, SHITZZ IM SUCHA TARDY QUEEN!
Don't be surprised if i have 5 years of poly! Cos i have to repeat modules, since im always tardy.
CHOY CHOY CHOY! IT.WONT.HAPPEN!
Hahahaha, so, company so far have been great- Sue, Dayana, Fiona and Fiena! :-)
We're just always lost on what to do during breaks, haha if only we all have our lappys already!
Anyway, SW1001 had our first play-time together after school today! :-)
Played soccer, frisbee and basketball!
It was a great work-out! Hahah yay~
Lookin forward to more of such stuffs! :D

The guys playin soccer!
Fiona, Dayana, Suhaila and Me.
(Fiena not inside)
Sue buddy!

Dzul Khairi Ng Bin Muhammad Azizi Abdullah Ng :-)

Sooo, i shall end my post here! Cos mum's nagging already!

OH OH, TOUCHRUG NETBALL SOCCER OR FRISBEEEEEE?!?! DAMNNNNN!
Bye bye!

SBM Orientation

2010-04-15T23:12:00.003+08:00

Hi :)

Camp Steel- CHECKED!
Orientation- DAY ONE CHECKED!
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Camp Steel was alright! Cadets were friendly, i had my 'fierce' moments, cadets followed instructions pretty well, cadets happy i happy :-)

But, Ez Nura and I definitely had lack of sleep. Haha first day, we couldn't figure out where to sleep cos all the rooms were occupied by guys. Haha. Second day, played the comp at Admin Office > slept lateee.

So, that's about it.

Orientation

So, it's officialllll, my class is SW1001! :-)

Met my classmates for the next three years for the first time! I predict(CHEY!) my class will be a fun one. So, anyhoooo, First day of Orientation, which is today, was okay-okay. I just find the mass dance complicated and lame :/ Kling-kling(they call it Island game) was fun, as usual! Dzul is an OGL! Haha the OGLs promised a better and more fun day tomorrow, looking forward to it!

(from top)

Dayana and I, the first female friend i made this morning :-)
Fiena and I, second female friend i made! Haha.
Suhaila and I, the girl that came late and had a mini PINK camera! She thinks that i'm like her younger sister, haha cos she's 3 years older than me!
The goodie bag we received. Im in luv w the planner, i name you baby 2.

Gna book in for MKE straight after Orientation tomorrow, no life no life *shakes head
You're gna see Devi on Monday!

I go sleep now ok? Bye bye!

Something magical happened, like a fairytale, only better............. :-)

Albums!

2010-04-13T00:39:00.012+08:00

It's 13th April today! :-D

Say hello to a happy day,

IMT, there's beeeetch Ryan! Bus ride to PLC will be a fun one!
Gna watch Clash Of The Titans with the sea cadets, before we book in for Camp Steel!
Clue #7!
gna book in at night for Camp Steel :-)

So, it's 9am now and i gotta prepare my stuffs soon!

Oh oh, I got a problem!
There's gna be Camp Steel on the 14th and 15th.
SBM Orientation on the 15th and 16th.
Mini Kayaking Expedition 16th, 17th and 18th.

Can you see the clash of dates?!

You see my dilemma here?!?!?!? :-(
I wna go for orientation badly... but NCC is important as well.

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Btw, i got three new albums in Fb and a fourth one coming up soon when beeeetch passes me his thumbdrive! :D

(Click on the album title to see e pictures on Fb)

#1: BBSS NCC SEA Annual March Camp!

(click)

- Camp was quite a success. Haha a lot of things happen, tempers flew here and there but everyth is okay after that :) Hope the cadets have a fun two days, two nights camp! May we bond more in the year to come.

Those alive gotta go dive in Victory Splash for a sense of satisafation~~

ADIK IMAN :D

Morning PT :)

#2: Affirmation 2010, 10th April!

(click)

- Afiirmation was a success. Everyone did great, and special thanks to everyone who made my day happy and possible, giving me encouragements before my performance. Thanks to my cadets also for supporting me!

To the SWAT Team, imma newbie here so thanks to everyone for giving me their support and never fail to make me laugh at your constant jokes! And for teaching me how to do this and that. Special thanks to Hakim, Shafiq and Edil! :-D I'm gna miss y'all!

SWAT TEAM!! Miss em! We had a bond, a close bond.

My performance for Finale! :D Luckily everyth went well :)

MISS THIS BABEEE~

DZUL KHAIRI NG!! Busy man busy man.

ABANG!! :-)

-Oh before i forget, there was an INCIDENT! Hahaha I MADE A HOLE IN THE CANVAS! OOPS~ I haven't flipped and the fire was activated, hahah thus, there was a hole in the canvas. There's a video on Fb, go seee! Haha. Or click the link below.

(Video on Affirm Rehearsal)

Picture Evidence: (looks below)

CAN YOU SEE MY LEG STILL HANGING IN MID-AIR?! AND MY FACE IS FACING THE CANVAS AND THAT SCARY LOOKING FIRE WHICH EAT UP THE POOR CANVAS?!?! :O

Hahha but hey, look on the bright side, i din die and get burnt! :-) HAHA.

#3: Testing my new baby! :-D

(click)

I was damn happy to see her! :D MKE BABY!

My fav pic!

Hahha luv my sea babes! Extras at e back.

Hahaha my baby have been very cooperative and nice to meddle with! Hahaha you rock baby, but your image quality still suck. For a camwhore freak like me, you're sucha loser baby. But still, i luv you already! :-)

He he!

Okay, that's all, i better go now or im gna be late!

ps: Clue #8 coming up alreadyyyyy~

NEW BOYF

2010-04-09T01:04:00.006+08:00

Hilowww~

I am happy now but i don't know why! Haha. I am just gna post random points cos i am waiting for Bitchy Ryan to give me his memory card with cycling pics AND THEN... i'm gna type a proper post ya?

I got a new phoneeeeeeeeeee!~ Yeay! Haha N97 can wait, i just need a phone with Music Player and Internet. I don't have to play Snake anymore in the train/bus! Now da boleh music blasting into my ears!! He he
I was so jakun, grinning from ear to ear when Mama was purchasing the phone! Haha!
Only one person know my new number, besides Mama! Be honoured ok! :-)
Guess my new RED phone!
Dzul is not allowed to guess. Haha!
Now i have the Starhub Internet Stick, wtv it's called, very convenient for laptop!
I have not bought a new laptop :-(
Tomorrow and Saturday have NCC.
Gna put camo paint on my face, eeeeeeee ugly. Haha!
I am gna spend Sunday with my new boyfriend! Explore you up and down woo woo *inserts cheeky face
Hahah what you thinkin'?!?!
BOYFRIEND
IS
MY
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.......
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NEW
PHONEEE!
:-P
Speaking about boys, only Abang, Ommy and Leeny knows what's going on in my mind.
I wish i wish i wish ahhhhhh~
:-D
;-)
HAHA STOP IT EH NURUL.
Oh oh, scroll below for collage of me and sissy which is now our desktop background...

(get ready to see pictures of NATASHA AUNI AND NURUL MARDIAH!!!) Hahaha lame-.-

(CLICK FOR A LARGER VIEW)

Hahaha there you go :-)

Oh sucha boring post, haha okay bye! Tag me people!
Have a nice Friday and weekendssss~

ps: The ______ is killing meeeee!

Wish

2010-04-03T22:58:00.005+08:00

Hello :)

Had kayaking today, for Land& Air cadets. Got disturbed by cadets again D: (I am 17 already, so old dont disturb me lah) HAHA! But they were very friendly to talk to ah, quite fun actually. Haha contradicting ahh, wtv~

Experiment: If you're a right hander, try kayaking using the left-hander paddle! Hahaha it is fun and it makes you feel like you're going faster, NO, my kayak RLY IS going faster. BUT! Don't ever use it for Expedition! Tiring... and now my left arm is aching. Haha aching = lactic acid = in a few more days, muscles! :D YAY!

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Gonna go for night cycling tomorrow with the usual 58th sea! :-) I am actually quite scared, ahhh cos everyone of them knows i am afraid of the Night! So, don't be surprised if you see six people with bikes on the highway at 3am on Monday morning ya! Hoping it'll be fun, my FIRST ever midnight-morning outing with friends :-D

They're the best companion to make me forget about all the unhappiness in life!

:D

I wish Sara is by my side now, we're both in the same boat
I wish Maggie is here to hear me out
I wish Faila is here to crap and make me laugh
I wish Nadiah is here to make me run and forget all my worries
I wish Omairah and Sazleen is here to listen to everyth and hug me
I wish the netball girls were here so that we can relive those happy times

And i WISH there'll be that special someone who'll take me by the hand and whisper into my ear those three words every girl would like to hear and that moment, nothing else matters :-) Every word he said will have that tingling feeling. Whenever we're together, there's nothing else but Happiness. Oh and what a bonus, if he's mixed malay and got small eyes, hunky and love sports(not referring to anyone)! Ya Nurul, wait long long ehhhhh~

HAHAHA, fairytale fantasy!
You're 17 only, go enjoy lifeeeeeeeeee la :-D

I wna be happy like this, like chilhood

Naz's 17th

2010-04-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday to

Muhammad Nazirul Dinie

Bin Muhammad Razid :D

You're seventeen now, so start behaving like one! Hahaha, hope you enjoyed your special day, haha of course you're enjoying, you're eating pizza now! Haha. So, thanks for being a good friend, tho you betrayed my trust five times! LOL. Do it again, you'll know what happen :) Thanks for brightening up some of the gloomy days i've had, and for wtv you've done to make me smile! HAHA OKAY BYE NAZ!

So sorry i missed strike 12, i was sleeping so syiok-ly and din realise the alarm! ^^

You're gna be a cadet officer soon, hahah welcome to the Sea Family yea! Hahahaha.

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So, hi april fools day people.

I totally forgot today was fool-people day until around 6pm today-.- If not, i would've pranked everyone in HQ. Haha okay... confirm fail. I cannot fool people, without myself laughing at it, and so the whole plot will FAIL. Pathetic eh Nurul.

Oh ya! Dzul Khairi wanted to prank me! HAHAHA BUT FAIL!!!

(message)

Dzul: Call me when u read this msg. Urgent! It's about u.

Nurul: Huh?!

Dzul: Alamak. I tried to trick u. But fail. Nvm, forget it. :-)

Nurul: HAHAHA! I DIN SEE THE WORD 'CALL ME' HAHA FAIL! :P

Dzul: Nevermind, next time try again.

-.-''''

Haha, Faila tried to fool me as well. Fail again :) Haha so, Ryan, i am not that naive eh? ^^

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Today was pretty fun, even tho i had to wake up early just to settle parade claims! Parade claims = Sian! I had fun teasing Ryan and talking crap w him! Hahaha it was funny to see his reaction when he wants to stop me from doing something stupid in public!

Had dinner at KFC, saw Ashraf! And guess what was the first few things he said to me?

Ashraf: "EH, asal da gelap?" (English: Eh, why very dark?)

Nurul: "Kayaking ah".

In my heart, *millions of arrows piercing thru my heart mannnnnn :-( Sad, me so tanned now.

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Oh oh, should i sign on in the Army? I wna go OCS! JCC, SOC all seems very very very fun! :-) Hahaha but i bet people would think im stupid! Haha i dont know la! I bet Momma and Dad would be against this idea, cos they rather have a more feminine and FAIR daughter! :( Even the Sir at PLC says i have the Officer face! :D MUAHAHA! Okay, maybe he is just brainwashing me to sign on? :-)

But.... but... i dont wna be in Intelligence(that's where female are USUALLY posted to). I wna go FIGHT WAR!!! And die for the country! Hahah patriotic much? Eeeee no, as much as i luv Singapore, i dont wna die for her he he :-)

Goodnight people!

ps: I am fantasizing a lot these few days no no stop eh Nurul, that's not gna happen! Haha.

2010-03-28T22:45:00.003+08:00

Hi hi, just a quick update here :)

Life's been great so far! Looking forward to more stuffs in the month of April! Here's some:

School on the 19th of April!
Orientation on the 15th.
Camp Steel (finally a sea dis camp) on the 14th and 15th. (Oh no, clash w orientation!
MKE on the 16th, 17th and 18th! :D Hahaha im gna be damn tanned by 18th and school's the following day :(
Affirmation Ceremony on the 10th, SWAT TEAM FTW!

Anyway, gna go climb at SP with Abang, Dzul and Hanafi tomorrow :) Haha hope it's gna be fun, NO, it WILL be fun! Hahaha. Someone's gna laugh at my 'jingga' tomorrow :(

Oh oh btw, i am VERY.TANNED right now. And my skin burnssssss! All thanks to AKE on Saturday, which was mentally tiring. And i am very proud of myself! Y'know why? I THINK i am garang at one point of time, scolding two cadets for misbehaving :) Three cheers to Mardiah~

This girl here is Natasha Auni, my blood sister :)
She's now in Cambodia! Takecare Kakak and Adik won't miss you. The bed at night is so empty and it's scary! Come back soon and give me the stuffs you bought for me. Call Mama everyday okay! And talk to me also. Firdaus is missing you, as well. Hahaha! Bye bye, balik cepat!

I think that's all for now.. bye bye!

ps: People calling me double-chin now! :( Cute what have double chin!
pss: People also calling me Gelap/Black now! Haha even my dad(!!) is concerned about her younger daughter getting veh tanned!

psss: This could be the start of something new (free life and bla bla no guys involved!)

2010-03-21T00:16:00.003+08:00

I am happy.

I am crazy.

I am smiling now,

like one happy-crazy girl! :D

Cannot.wait.for.monday! :D

Weeeehoooooooo~

5th ADC

2010-03-19T22:39:00.004+08:00

Hellow people!

I am back from ADC :) And i passed out as a Supernumerary, yeay~ I am in Lion 3 Section 3, best section ever!

It was fun being in ADC, cos i am reliving back my days as a NCC cadet. I like it when the trainers say "20 SECONDS, MOVE!!", it sets my heart pumping and i feeeeeeel good. It's fun being ordered around again, haha no life la Nurul.

5th ADC, THAKSIN RED SHIRT THAKSIN RED SHIRT THAKSIN RED SHIRT WOOHOO! It's nice, but looks so unprofessional. Hahaha.

ps: When i do drills, i am serious. Other than that, i am always smiling. It is my nature :) I cannot be garang, and i dont believe in scolding people to control them. So, that's me and accept that okay? Haha peace ^^

My section :)

Btw, my platoon sergeant and platoon's sect comm are from the same primary school as me! It's weird and exciting at the same time to be calling them Sir and PS! :D

Anyho,

I had three camps back to back, and now i am as black as the days i play netball almost everyday practicing for Zonals!
I wna go FSD tomorrow but Mama won't let me cos she's scared i will overtire myself.
Eyecandy, hot or whattttttttttttttttttttt^^
Peicai's cadet in my platoon la! :D
I'll upload BBSS March Camp pictures soon, so wait for it okay juniors?
Oh oh oh, hot ah hot ah! *melts

Okay la, bye bye bye. Don't know what to update.

2010-03-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hi humans!

Ma'am garang atau tak? Hmmmmmmm....

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Now, i have a new fetish- GUYS DOING FSD!!!
TK's FSD was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cute :> I was grinning from ear to ear watching em!
Oh, TK's song just now almost make me cry *emo alert ahhh damn! haha
Peicai's cadet said BYE to me just now :)
Congrats to TK, VS and CCKSS for emerging top three!
Oh oh, congrats Part Bs for trying your best tho you guys look lost out there, it's okay... :)
After FSD, no moooood to do anyth except for sleep!

Tomorrow, karaokeee^^

(I wna say bye, but suddenly a notification popped out "Anthony Lin tagged 18 photos of you") :D

And here's 2:

SEA

Batok Sea :)

Taken on Cohesion Night! Bye bye now... (no more notifications popping out)

Fyi, i added in two more songs to my blog's playlist! Go hear!

2010-03-04T20:00:00.005+08:00

Hi! Or should i say 'PHEWW'!

Hahah today is the only day i am free from NCC! :) And i met Mr-Misai-tak-lawa-macam-banglah! We had fun, talking and laughing after a long time not meeting each other due to our own commitments! But sadly, he has to be back home to bid his momma goodbye for work. Haha.

Anyway, these few days are awesome! Spent these few days with all these jokers below! (stupid Taufiq hide his face from e camera)

They are all coming up w solutions to help me and Muina from our disastrous situation :P I like being around em, cos with em around, the atmosphere is never quiet! 58th SEA, i like!!! :-) And till today, i can't believe Govind, whom i thought was e quietest guy in 58th sea, is one hell of a joker! "Wassup wassup wassup wassup wassup wassup!!"

Yes yes! I love Ryan's "Lala... Govinda~ Lala.. Govinda~" :-P

Looking forward to AKE Prep and Cohesion Night tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwww~

Oh oh oh! Taufiq knows i have a fetish for mixed guys with small eyes! DANGER DANGERRRR! He's gna go 'Mardiiii~ Mardiii~' all thruout ADC and AKE, damnitttttttttttt! Taufiq! You better shut up or i am gna gauge(sp?) your eyes out!.... which wouldnt be so difficult! Haha kd!

Currently, i am trying to find a picture worthy of being my display picture in Fb! Haha, can't find any now :(

Okay, NYP students haven't receive our enrollment package yet! Haha some friends that i know of in NYP start to panic already. Haha but Khairul says NYP's enrollment package always comes last! Hahah. Enrollment package, come faster cos i like to fill up registration forms, read new infos and blah blah^^ Niceee~

Saturday gna be in HQ!
Sunday gna go KA RA O KEEEEEEE~

2010-02-22T02:00:00.006+08:00

Gna be in HQ for the next four days!
Gna have training on Friday!
Gna have kayaking and netball match on Saturday!

Ahhhhh, i am gna be damn charcoal-ed by Sunday! D:

Oh oh oh! Hakim said i am gna do inverted rapelling for Affirm, cool but scary :O Rapelling can already make me drop balls(as Ryan always mention), what more INVERTED RAPELLING?!?!? Hahaha but i am gna give my best shot for selection this Wednesday! :) I wna do, like fun like that!

- Must come up with netball combi positions, ahhhh :(

Anyway, happy 24th Eryanah Fahmi! :D

You're gna get married soon, and remember that i am gna be your children's babysitter! Love you sister, hope you like the morning surprise, earrings and muffins!

Anyway, miss this few people....

Where are you brotha??? :'(

You having exams now, grrrrrr

I still care for you la, Iman
Ladens!!! Ahhh. I miss you all! Esp Mag :)

The two babes who made my NCC life a memorable and wonderful one! :D

Nadiah, gym partner and dear friend, msg me soon!

The two girls whom i got close to during COC! :D

AND OF COURSE I MISS E NETBALL GIRLS!!!! HAHAHA! Just that i shan't post their pics here, in case people think i am too corny?

Anyway anyway, I got a new leather jacket from Dad, original one, ex okay!
I got my second pay from one-day work, all my jobs so far are one-day only, pathetic
School starts on the 19th of April :(
Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Okay should sleep now, bye!

2010-02-10T19:30:00.003+08:00

I miss the netballers!

The gossip Sara, Amelia and I used to share
The time Sara and Jiamin laughed about Hantu Tetek
The moment on court where i'll always laugh at Pris cos she's just so cute on court
The awe we all had whenever Atikah and Liying pops out of nowhere to intercept the ball
The many runs and many passes between Jess and I before we got the ball into the hoop cos we're always running
The smooth passes between me and Fiona cos we have telepathy on court
The vibrationssssssssss
The jokes made by Jiamin and Atikah, as always
The times we cheered our juniors on, and getting mad at the same time
The promise to wear the white shirt for training but there will always be someone wearing a diff one
The fan-tanning session
The sweat-butt-marks we left on the floor and laughed our ass off
The feeling when i jump up high and got the ball
The feeling when i got a rebound, wah best
The eye-contact Sara and I always have on court, telepathic eyes!
The times we called Liying Shuai-ge
The square drill and ''HERE'' and "LAI"can be heard
The feeling of being an umpire cos you know you're the Boss
but start to panic when you know you din blow a foul or players on court are staring at you
The "ONE MORE DROP, YOU'RE GNA HAVE SUICIDE"
and everyone starts to be very careful with the passes
The thunderous shots by Amelia
The kicking of balls over the fence at Toh Tuck campus
The staircase of hell, where we had to do drills at Toh Tuck Campus
The chase of a birthday girl and everyone gets wet eventually
The team talk after trainings but we always talk about things NOT related to netball
The dinners after training
The meet-ups before training
The toilet chaos after training
The actions made by Sara, wherever and whenever
The calling of "Aunties" everywhere!
The Coach saying "I want to see your socks up high"
The earpieces Sara and I invented!!!

The fierce captain, Fiona Soh Yu Ru
The shuai-ge, Lee Liying
The forever shameless one, Yong Jiamin
The comedian, Nur Atikah
The giraffe and pro defender, Priscilla Chong
The thunderous passer and short-tempered one, Amelia Ang
The always caring and no lack of stuffs(like finger guard), Jessie Wang
The one who always ''dances'' on court and one-hand shooter, Sara Sim

By: Buddha Nurul Mardiah

Bottomline is, i miss the sec four batch '09! =(
Everyone's in JC, except for yours truly! Hahaha.

2010-01-31T21:53:00.002+08:00

Okay..... hi

So, i got into my first choice, *see below's post if you wna know. Happy? Yes! Unhappy? Quite, because of the distance from my house. Lol! But nvm la, i'll be a kiasu Singaporean that'll run for seats in the MRT :-)

P got Maritime Business, in SP. How i wish he got his second choice, who knows he can be my classmate eh? Haha! Sad, SP and NYP far far how to date?

Okay, so hello YCK MRT, hello 852 bus ride to BB MRT, hello NYP, hello ''swimming pool"at its entrance, hello sports and wellness mgt, hello new life, hello new clothes, hello laptop, hello new CCA, hello business modules, hello sports modules, hello business school, hello new schoolmates, hello lecturers, HELLO POLY LIFE!

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Last friday, went to HQ! Met Leen and Omairah :-D YEAY, hahha miss them!

Leen and her sureeram -.-" Scared the hell outta me.
Ali act macho only.
Omairah scared also, but still can laugh at my reaction -.- Thanks eh.
Nvm, only we'll understand :-)

Bye

2010-01-25T21:05:00.002+08:00

Hi hi, just a quick update..

Just in case you guys wna know, my course choices are as follows;

Sports and Wellness Management, NYP
Child Psychology and Early Education, NP
Integrated Events and Projects Management, SP
Maritime Business, SP

And i forgot what else, hahahahaha! Anyway, the decisions are made after many discussions with friends, family, god-family and myself :) Hahaha. Now, i think i know what i wna do in life, (i guess)...

PE Teacher or teach Sports Psychology!!!!

Anyway, life has been okayokay for me. I need a job, cos i need cash.

Papa has been overseas since 3 Jan, i miss Papa alot! COME BACK SOON, or else i'll cry again and make a fool out of myself in front of Ipin and Anim again! Hahahahaha. And please bring back good news ahhhhh~

Mama and I did grocery shopping today, and we bought lotsa yoghurts!! :D Apparently, Kakak's faeces refuse to come out of her large intes. for a week now and it's believed yoghurt is good to relieve em?
I had my twister fries... JUST!
I am gonna use Colgate back! Yeay, no more Sensodyne! :D
There's dragonfruit at home :)
I want N97 badly.....
What happened approx a month ago was stupid.
I am getting more scared of cats, i dont know why.
Mama, Ipin, Anim and I played volleyball yest and had late dinner!
I am scared i won't make new friends in Poly life! HAHAHA!
Oh yes, all the best B and C div for the upcoming games! =D Forgive us seniors for shouting at you guys during game.

Okay, bye.

2010-01-01T11:17:00.007+08:00

IT IS 1 JANUARY 2010!!!!!! :D

So a new year, and what's next? New Year resolutions of course :)

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First, 2009!

2009 sucks TO.THA.CORE! (Ok, not rly) Why? O levels, teachers screwing you upside down, family's financial problem, losing someone dear and etc...

O levels caused my face to have pimple outbreak = DISASTER.. (it's better now)
Family's financial problem = Caused me, sissy and mummy.....(privacy).......
Losing that someone = heartpainbutwhattodorightiamsosorryimissyourfamilylikeseriously
Teachers = C G T H =)

Let's just say, 2009 is a bad year for me. But of course, there are definitely some good memories that i'll cherish. Cut short about 2009, i just feel so childish la this year can. For godness sake!! I am 16!

The happy memories of 2009....

The times i spent with Laden Sisters :-D

Tho we just form this 'clique', if that's what you call it, this year, i really had a blast with you guys. Drinking games, to lunches, to bitching sessions and all, you guys are tha best :-)

Eh, when are we going out?!?!??!

Wanna know how we got together? HAHA, because we separated from our old 'cliques'...

The times i spent with tha sec four netballers / B Div '09! :-D

B Div '09 is the best team i've ever been in :-) Surprisingly, the sec 4s never fight before, so we're just a happy-go-lucky team i guess. I love em, i love netball, i love shootinggggg~~~~

I think that's the few good memories.. HAHAHA.

OKAY, CHEERS TO 2O1O!!!!

I know it's gonna be better cos,

I AM INVOLVED IN YOG 2010!!!! Woohooo~
Build new friendships
hello tertiary education!
dad's business is improving = $.$
more NCC camps
i wanna study psychology WOO WOO WOO WOOO~
i MIGHT be getting a new camera/N97!!
momma promised spa and facial treatment when ................ :-)

I really hope 2010 is gonna be better. Someone brainwash my past please, cos i just couldn't let go... :-(

Some new year resolutions;

Don't grow fat
Smile more
Get my natural colour back pleaseee.. but i wna have outdoor CCA la. Mama once said im actually fairer than sissy. Sissy is damn fair, so imagine me fairer :O (dun bluff cb)
Eat more fruits cos my skin's scaly
Make an effort to wash my face everyday before i sleep
Don't bitch so much.. what's a girl w/o bitching eh?
Be more feminine. HAHAHA.
Learn soccer or tennis
Don't be rude to my elders
Don't get involved into a guy so much :-D

Okay, that's pretty much everything. Going out for dinner at Swensens with family now :-P Yea, like finally a dinner together outside^^

58th

2009-12-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

Hello!

Waiting for my update?

FIRST, HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD SEZAIRI WON!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO~
______

Anyway, as most of you already know, i have passed out from 58th Cadet Officer Course as a Ma'am! :D

Okay, everything aside. Lemme talk about 58th^^

58th
5th Dining In(formal like helllllll but we dont really care, ha ha ha), Adventure Training, "round-island Amazing Race", SMA dinner, jetty jump, boat ride, live firing, IMT, visit to IGTS and etc etc etc

Everything was two thumbs-up! The friends i made will never be forgotten. To name a few, Leen, Omairah, Faizah, Farhana, Shalyn, Zainul, Ali, Mubarak, Ashraf and few others. Not forgetting, Sea cadetssssss!

Truth is, the three-week course is more like a relaxing and fun course and not the tekan-type like i thought it would be. In fact, there's not even a moment that they're "tekan-ing" us :D But, i would prefer to have more PTs. Haha.

Anyway, i'll just post some pictures and read the captions below it to know who/what the picture is about ya!

1st, Lemme introduce you to BOOMZ in three sets of uniform!!! =P =P

Boomz in no 1!
Boomz in no 2!
No no. 3 =( Cos we're not required to wear it during the course.

Boomz in half no. 4!
Boomz in no. 4!
Few others(all in random order of events):

Boomz in Casual during SMA dinner!
The S3 girls and our APC, anthony!
Ashraf aka Robot partner! What i am doing is his trademark.

The chief of commando/GOH stopped to talk to me.

He said, "Which school are you from?"
I said, "Bukit Batok Secondary School, Sir.
He said, "Come again".
I shouted, "Bukit Batok Secondary school, Sir!"
Girls in 58th :)

My dining-in partner, Russell Ng. He was the one pulling out my chair and pour my drinks for me ;)
the six of us in No. 2
BBSS Sea!
Rahman(my pri school friend) and me. ALI behind, HAHAHAHAH so spontaneous.
58th sea cadets, yeayyyyy!
BBSS 4E5, Caleb Me Teikwei!
Lemme introduce you to 58th female sea CLTS!
During the "amazing race", we are supposed to take a picture at every station and this is one of them. I look like some kid, hahahahah!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! My gossip partner thruout the course :)
Mubarak! He's a great person to have around :)
BBSS 56th and 58th!
Another photo for the "amazing race" thingoooo.
SMA, we were singing and dancing to songs! It's like a total party in there!
It's a total havoc in there, from the picture you can see it's very fun! WEEE best ah!
It may seem like a slow boring boat ride, BUT our driver speed thru the sea and we were bumping up and down enjoying the ride! =D
Siblings ahhhhhhhhh ;P
Sea District in no 2
I always spot the camera hehehehehe
My SMA dinner partner :) Cos we're both in RED!

THIS IS ME AND WEITING, BBSS SEA CADET OFFICERS, 58th INTAKE =D

BOOMZ BBQ! (at Costa Sands)
I paid $10 just to watch Singapore Idol in a chalet room and ate very little! HAHA but nvm, it's okay cos i really enjoyed my time there.

The best part was when they announced Sezairi as the third Singapore Idol :) HAHAHA, i was screaming at the top of my lungs, hugging Omairah and hi-fiving with everyone! Lol, and after that, my whole body was still shaking.... Hahah, oh yes! I messaged almost everyone in my contact list that Sezairi has won! =P

Some crazy moments:

When the guys danced and sang to the "Oh mickey, you're so fine, you're so fine you blow my mind....." =P HAHA esp Ali.
When Elfie was stripped and thrown into the "pool" of cold water.
SPYING ON LEEN AND ........ (Hahaha i bet they din know that the whole S3 was spying on em) =D
When the room was damn chaotic with screams and laughters when they announced Sezairi as SI!
Camwhoring sessions!!

Anyho, we all missed the last train home! Hahaha and i had to put up at my uncle's place at Pasir Ris for the night. Thanks to you for accompanying me!

NETBALL =D
So, the next day, i had netball. Catched the 8o'clock train home, and went for netball. Tardy, as usual. Played a few games, and since i had sissy's camera along, CAMWHORE AH!

LOOK AT THE SCANDALOUS ACT BEHIND!!!!!!!

After that, went to CG for a walk. And sherlock holmes! =D

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Tomorrow, plan was to countdown at Marina Barrage with the few of us, hope everyone can make it. Baru beeesssst! =D Okay, wait for my next update (maybe another month later) HAHAHA

2009-11-28T01:28:00.002+08:00

Hey yo, time now is 1.30am :)

Am planning to watch 27 dresses, im not single, mr magoo later, alone-movie-marathon. Haha i hope somebody stays up w me, so at least i got company :D

58th<3
The other day, we had this 'Amazing Race' thingy! And we had to go from one place to another to complete the task or sth like that. We went from Fort Canning Park and all the way to town! All that effort paid off, when team 16(my team) was announced 2nd runner up :D

Anyho.. The course, has been great, so far! My syndicate name is called BOOMZ! Hahaha i know the word like outdated already, but oh well..

Okay, cannot wait for adventure training on Monday. Here i comeeee~ Hahaha & of course, the two dinners we're gonna have. Privileged or what!! Im so gonna drop my lady-like pretence and eat like a glutton! HOHO, a glutton wearing no. 2 :)

Lookin' forward to more bondings and fun session w BOOMZ.

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Anyway, have a safe trip to the US, Jonathan Goh :)
& Happy Aidiladha people.

My lambs...
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Hello im back

2009-11-22T22:19:00.005+08:00

Hello, my last update was 12 days ago :D

Currently, at my Grandma's house and i doubt i'll be able to blog much. And definitely not playing the comp when i reach home, cos i have to be at BB MRT as early as 6am(!!!) tomorrow =(

Anyway, for the next three weeks, i'll be spending all my weekdays at NCC HQ for 58th COC. Boring or not, it's up to the level of happening-ness of my platoon mates =)

I'll not be posting anyth about prom and all that stuffs, just some random info below. Cos i lazy to upload photos here, using my cousin's lappy :)

Random;

1) My mum cooked lemak telur itik today, second fav dish!
2) I just finish my Sea Module and man, was the test easy!!!!! :D
3) I am wearing heels when i wear no. 3 now. And i walked like some alien! Hahah cos the heels i was wearing was size '245' and i am size '230'!!!!
4) I had to put tissue and papers at the front of my heels..
5) I got three freaking blisters on my foot, hope they dont leave any scars!
6) There's 1.5km run tomorrow and yea man, i love!!!~
7) I need to hit the gym soon, my belly's starting to become pregnant-like :S
8) I love sea babes!<3
9) After three weeks, im officially declared a 'Ma'am'!!!!! :D
10) I miss love. Especially if he starts working.

The other day i put my likes, and now, my dislikes.....

I dislike...

1) Green Tea, i wonder how people can stand drinking perfume!!! HAHAHA ;P
2) spits.
3) it when somebody annoys me to wake up!
4) banglahs staring at me, they'll have this face like "HEHEHEHE, you're gonna be mine!" EEEWW! Go target maids la!
5) it when my sister starts poking my butt out of nowhere. (not funny natasha)
6) when somebody diao me. Hahaha unless it's for fun, i dont mind.
7) attention seekers.
8) forced laughters!
9) it when Ipin gets mad, you wouldnt wanna experience it! HAHAHAHA :P
10) some of my teachers, esp you-know-who! =D
11) watching Golf, and anything to do w golf.
12) missing shots(netball) and not getting the rebound D=
13) it when one uses these words "lu" "siot" "gua" "la seh". No offence, this is just my opinion =) I rarely(very rarely) use "sia", instead i use "seh" or "leh" =)
14) you.
15) when i am broke, or when my prepaid runs out of value! =(
16) sarcasm! But funny ones are okay =)
17) brown and purple!
18) the feeling when i know i am gonna vomit and starts to drool excessively(pre-vomit-symptom-for-me)!
19) it when i cannot stop crying! (esp during............)
20) people talking loudly on the phone, in fact i dont really like phone calls! =)

Okay, i think i better go right now and pester my parents to go home :D

Tata and don't forget to tag(nicely) readers!

2009-11-10T20:14:00.004+08:00

"Life is unpredictable"

Some people just know how to make you smile (super) widely,

:D

pck sunderlaham barhat-.-
HAHAHAHAHA!

random

2009-11-09T20:06:00.006+08:00

Hellow!

1) Nadiah Aswen is coming to my house for overnight study! YEAY, got company :D2) I have two more papers left!!!!!!!! *throws confetti

3) I miss my netballers! I know i've been saying this, but i really miss them!

(If you realise, everybody smile with their teeth shown....except for Jessie!)

4) Ipin may be coming to my house tomorrow! After so longgggg. Hahaha!
5) I went to the gym today, yeay!
6) GOOOOOOD hair day today :)
7) I ordered Masala Thosai today, and there's this maggot-like sauce on top of it =S
8) Maggie and Huiyun were speaking Hokkien today and kept laughing at my reaction-.- LOL.
9) After breakfast today, Mag Huiyun and I watched a kindergarten's rehearsal for a performance. OMG, that slooooowwww-reaction boy damn cute!
10) Have i told you i love toddlers?! YEAY!
11) I can't believe prom is eight days away! Hahaha and i haven't even buy anything =(

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Okay, i feel really bored right now, waiting for Nadiah to come and that Papa can change the channel! Anyway, lemme blog something for, you readers(i hope there's some) :D

I like.....

1) paint smell, napthelene balls smell, durian smell, petrol smell
2) potatoes :D
3) sleeping
4) colourful things
5) dullllll pink, bright yellow and sky blue
6) acting arrogant if i see someone i dont like (hahahahahaha!)
7) smiles and laughters
8) to smell ipin's smelly bolster
9) the feeling when i outjump a person taller than me
10) scoring goals for my team (i shoot)
11) the adrenaline rush when netball timekeeper runs to the umpire
12) picnics ^^
13) diving into the pool and form this huge-mini waves(contradicting huh?)
14) to wrestle with guyssssssss
15) to cry when something touched my heart (like a dad saying i love you to his son!)
16) being praised (HAHAHA!)
17) being messy
18) pulling my hair!
19) massages, only if people do it to me!
20) when ipin pampers me!

ps: I got accepted into 58th! ;)

2009-11-08T09:12:00.003+08:00

Happy 16th to Amelia Ang Siew Peng! :D

A friend that is there for me whenever i need a shoulder to lean on,
a friend that will never fail to cheer me up when i am down
and a friend that i treasure so much :>

Amazing girl inside out, dont ever judge her w/o knowing her! :D

I CANNOT WAIT TO PLAY NETBALL W YOU AGAIN AND TO SEE YOU THROW TANTRUMS IN COURT AND HURL VULGARITIES AT THE UMPIRES!!!! MUAHAHA!

HAHAHA LOVE YOU GIRL!
Last long with Rafiz :D Your three years coming soon on 18th right? ^^ I know!

Also, happy birthday to Cheang Waiyee, my pri school friend.
Happy birthday to Cik Jamaliah, Ipin's mum.
Happy birthday to Xin Ying aka Stacy Dakota.

:D

2009-11-07T22:48:00.004+08:00

I think this is nice :)
But im not a fan of his tho.

Not forgetting this, too! :D

Okay, this too.

hello :>

2009-10-25T13:17:00.010+08:00

Miss em! :D

Miss taking jumpshots in the pool! :D

MISS THEM, after Os! :D

Miss her lotsssssss!

HAHAHA HI :D Thanks for being there dude :D

Went jogging w em the other night, the feeling so niceeeeeeeeeeee~

OH-SAMA sisters ;P Luv!

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Johore with Ipin and family > Midnight-till-morning study at Macd > Basketball and soccer w Ipin > Home

Soccer was great, hahaha! LOL, there were a group of Indian men doing some workout nearby. Hahahaha one thing that made me laughed hard was

they were barefooted, and jogging around the bb court
some were wearing office-smart clothing?! HAHA
one of their workout was SWAYING LEFT AND RIGHT!!!! HAHAHA
they were doing this "ohmmmmmmmmm" thing

you must see it for yourself, i laughed so hard.

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Okay, as you guys know, tomorrow is the start of O levels =)

Anyway, all the best to O level candidates, esp to my sister! :D
(GO GO GO ANAK KHIR!)

Get it over and done with,

and after three weeks of writings and torture, i'll be free from sec sch education!!!! of course, things to look forward to

seoul garden with OH-SAMA! sisters :D
prom shopping w luv
and of course, prom itself :D
morning exercisesssssssssss, just now was great
slack allllllll dayyyyy longgggggg~
58th cadet officer course
friday night netball trainings w Moha
i wouldnt wanna miss this, Moha-Atan Netball Match
gymmmmmm!
netball with bdiv'09!!!!!! :D
impak maksima e theatre w nadiah
movie rentals!!
more dates w Ipin!
St John overnight with AIM fc :DDDD
outing w rafaila and uma!!! woooooohoooo~

YEAY! :D

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After thinking it thru, i think i wanna go Millenia Institute after Sec School education. Many people are pestering me not to go there, but what's better than an instution that offers both A levels and Diploma in Psychology?!

It's like killing two birds w one stone :D

Deep inside me, i know i wanna take A levels, and go uni. But JCs are just too fast-paced and i think a three-year pre-u insitution is... for someone like me. Besides, my parents would want me to go there too :D (and no! i dont choose MI cos of my parents! i want to be in MI since i was in sec two until i heard of child psychology of course... but stillll.....)

But one thing i dont like is, i have to take the same 157 route that i've been taking for the past four years..... YAWNNNNNN!!!!!!! And i have to face BBSS =( Major dont want! Hahaha.

What's your thought on this? :D

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Anw, im a happy girl as of now :D
My nightmares and crazy daydreams turned out to be UNnecessary, i hope we'll be back soon :>

You endured my irritating-ness and merepek-ness! Hahaha, thankiessss!
And i hope you dont love me less after seeing howwwww stupid i look with your three quarters pulled up high, sweating like a pig and how UN-professional i look w the soccer ball today! :D

Hahaha i know you wont, and psst... text me after you read this.
I know your reply would me "Gila"
I KNOW YOU TOO WELL, not! :D

When we were in sec three/two......... how time flies and now we're taking our Os :D

All the best to you, Ipin! Nanti lepas O, boleh keje ngan abang-abang you! :D

EVENTS

2009-10-12T04:23:00.009+08:00

Hi hi guess e time! 0440! HAHA.

I am planning not to go to school tomorrow (or should i say, today?) cos i'm applying for early study leave. Lol, BUT teachers haven't approve of it yet so is it truant?? ;-)

I thought of MIA-ing till after Os but i realised recent events that took place would be not so exciting if i were to update later, so yaaaa here goes:

AIMJ Perjumpaan Hari Raya
(Atan-Ibrahim-Moha-Jamid)

For e 374867486384th time, if you guys don't know, i am under, tho not officially, Moha. Which is Ipin's big family.

Before i continue, this is AIM FC! :D

The atmosphere was great and everything, even my mum and sis who browsed the photos were amazed by this big family's kinship. HAHA eh it's not easy to make em please okay!

Moha's performance NEARLY brought me to tears, which brought many ALREADY to tears... but i busied myself playing w some styrofoams. Hahah sweeeeet! I wanted to cry cos i think of my nenekkkkkkkk :'(

More of such events would be great and i hope i can be there with em for their next perjumpaan hari raya, INSYAALLAH! :D

Moha^^

Me, Ipin, Ipin sis and boyfriend.

Me, Catty(she's a moharian too!) and Kak Liza.

You should know how happy i am okay! AFTER Os :D

School

How can i not blog about this?!

DRINKING GAME WAS AWESUHHHHHM! :D

It's this game, whereby everytime you lose a game/break a rule(STUPID POINTING RULE!)/got drinking cards/slow reaction/answered a question... You have to drink either 1/3/10 sips from your bottle. HAHA. It's really fun if you have great company and a lot of sabotages here and there! ;D

BUT... THIS GAME MADE ME PEE SIX TIMES IN ONE HOUR BEFORE :-(
But on a side note, my urine was very diluted! Diluted = Healthy :-D

Huiyun was busy doing maths to accompany us to toilet to camwhore! Lol

Some random pictures during study time, and lesson time

Papa's birthday

Had mini-celeb at Prata House and i told em i wanna go midnight window shopping at mustafa centre! :D I like it there, not because of the poeple(-.-) but because of the VARIETIES of stuffs they sell there!

okay im done :D

hey hey you you, can i be your gf? ;-)

2009-10-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

NETBALL!!!!!!!!!!!
58TH
OUTING W LADEN SISTERS
PROM SHOPPING
PROM
OUTING W SEA BABES
S.C MARATHON
GYM
SWIM
RUN
LATIN DANCES W NADIAH
SLEEP
SLEEP
SLEEP

after Os! wooooohooooooooo
~~~~~~

chilhood

2009-09-25T23:44:00.008+08:00

Oh yes!

One fine day, my cousin was browsing thru the albums of the past and i got carried away by how cute i look when i was a kid...... (HAHAHA OKAY SHAMELESS)

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And i wish i can strangle my sister like how i strangled her last time.....

YEA, sweet victory~ Saw my cheeky smile?
HAHAHA

For more pictures, click!
(See, smile, comment and like!) HAHAHAHAHAHA!